ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ ғᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ ʙᴏᴏᴋ 𝟸 ᴍᴀʟᴜᴍ ʟᴜᴄᴀʏᴀ ᴍᴜᴋᴇ

Chapter 1 TRIGGER WARNING/ SMUT WARMING

Maya's Pov:
I began to eat my corn on the cob slowly I felt really depressed. I can't tell Riley or anyone cuz they put back in the mental hospital so I decided to keep to it myself. After eating I went to throw up my food.
After that I began to open my laptop and open a blank document and started writing
I really don't know where to start but I um I I don't if I can't take it control of life anymore I can't be normal anymore. Sometimes I wonder will I get a job or have more children. I just don't know.
From Maya
I began to email to doctor Ryan but  something inside of me says don't send it. It's probably the voices so I don't send it. I email to Riley instead.
And then I hear a knock at the door it's Farkle and Lucas and Riley.
"Yes what do you guys need?
"Do you need back to go the hospital?
"What's going Maya are you trying hurt yourself again Farkle asked?
"No I just I don't know
"Did you read the email Riles?
"I did that's why I came over
"Oh
"We are spending the night all of us
"Okay Lucas you and can sleep me and in the bed and Riley and Farkle can have the two couches
"Sold
"Okay
~After Dinner
"That's was a lovely dinner Maya Farkle's begins to say.
"Thanks Farkle
"No problem I'm going to bed now and I think we should all should go to bed now.
"Okay
"You okay Riles?
"I'm fine just tired and sleepy
"Goodnight everyone Lucas says
"Goodnight
Lucas's Pov:
I began to kiss Maya neck
"Lucas stop
"No I miss us
"I know I do too
"So can we please
"I guess just one time
"Okay my phone begins to buzz it's Luke
"Hold a sec
"Maya
"Just hold on
"I will call you back later Luke
"Okay
I began to Maya on the bed and take off her shirt and pants.
"I love you baby
"I love you more
"How did we lose our love?
"I don't know baby I will never leave you I promise I l love you so much
"I love you more
"Nope I love you more