Chapter 7

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Lucas's Pov:
I couldn't believe what just happened Farkle sent me text and told me he wanted to be with me. He wanted to date me. I didn't even know he was bisexual.
My first thought was he loved me and I always kinda liked Farkle.
But I never told anyone.
I couldn't do that Maya.
I already done enough damage to Maya.
So I going to keep this to myself.
I was thinking about going to therapy.
For my anger issues.
I just don't want to tell Maya.
I am going to tell Maya that we need therapy but I am going to therapy for myself as well.
I miss my family.
And I miss my Maya my beautiful baby girl Maya.
~At therapy
"Mr.Friar Doctor Rose will you see now?
"Okay
"To he honest I've never been to therapy before and I feel like I'm losing everything and including my Maya.
"Your wife I suppose you mean by Maya?
"Yes Maya is my wife.
"How did you feel about your wife?
"What do you mean?
"I mean how do  you feel about you wife.
"To be honest I don't know I don't really know if I love her anymore I just want to leave me alone. But it's fault I put her mental hospital
"I blame myself for everything I don't even what love is anymore. I just want her to go away. And leave me me alone I love Emilee I really do but not Maya. I can't love her I just don't know if I can love her again.
"Have you thought about cheating on Maya?
"What I would I?
"So you're saying that wouldn't cheat on Maya.
"I could if I wanted to.
"Okay but you why would you?
"Because I have some respect for Maya.
"Some?
"Yeah some
"Why did you some but not all?
"I just don't okay god damnit
"Okay
"You have some respect though
"I guess
"Okay I am going to make a appointment with you?
"Okay that's fine
"Wait you want to see again?
"Yes
"I feel like you some much anger in you right now but you want to take out on Maya.
"I do really do
"Well I will see you next time.
"Okay the next appointment will be next week.
"Okay thank you
Maya's Pov:
"So you went to therapy today?
"Yeah Maya
"What's wrong?
"Nothing Love
"What is it tell me?
"I'm bad father I ruin everything
"No you don't
"I feel like do
"Come here
"I love you so much Lucas I kiss his soft sweet lips
"I love you too maya.
Riley's Pov:
"So you're saying that agreed with Lucas going to therapy?
"I don't agree with it  Riley
"At least he's getting help
"I guess
"What do you mean you guess?'
"He's getting help that's he needs
"You deserve that to be in  that mental hospital instead of Maya
"Honey I know that it's going to be okay soon everything will be fine
"Farkle let's fucking he honest I am going to make sure he's goes to jail
"Sweetie I understand that you're angry right now but you gotta realize things will get better in time.
"I know thanks Farkle
"You're welcome I love you
"I love you too.
"Goodnight
"Goodnight

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