I was happy today
And now I'm crying
Wanna know why?
Because i'm dying
I lost my sweetheart and it hurts
This feeling is the worst
I want to die right now
I want to rip my heart out
It's not her fault it ended this way
But the tears won't stop
I'll cry myself to sleep tonight
Because i'm not alright
I'm not ok
Alone again and without my mari
All i can say is i'm sorry
I know it's not my fault
And it's not yours either
I'm sorry
I don't wanna live like this
It hurts too much
I want the pain to go away
I'm fighting back my tears
But they won't stop
This pain won't stop
My heart hurts so much
I wanna scream and cry out
All the pain of today and 4 years ago
But i can't
I'm gonna kill myself inside
I can't live like this
And i don't want to
The future we strived for
Is no longer in reach
I was yours to keep
But now i can't have you
My sweet,darling rose
Mari
(This poem is based on my recent break up with my girlfriend Maria. Her parents found out from a slip up and it hurt me. I have hope we'll get back together in two more years but slowly i'm starting to lose it)
JE LEEST
my poems
Poëziethis is just for people who like poetry or poems in general. they were mostly vent poems but eventually they became more than vent poems. they let me express myself in a way that drawing couldn't.
