His Girl || Lee Felix x Reader ✔️

Chapter Twelve

CHAPTER TWELVE - LOVED

Y/N

"What do you want, Felix? I told you to leave me alone." I asked continuing to walk. I didn't want to look at him so I kept walking looking ahead of me to distract myself from looking at him.

"I just want to talk, Y/N. Please just- you don't have to talk but please- please listen." He begs grabbing my hand turning me to face him. We had already reached the front of my house when he stopped me. Is he gonna tell me why he stopped talking to me? Should I even listen? "Y/N, please." I nodded slowly and lead him into the house. I dropped my bag by the door and walked into the living with him trailing behind me. I had to give him a chance to at least explain himself. He deserves that much and I deserve to know why.

"Tell me why you- why you stopped talking to me." I spoke softly sitting on the couch. Felix stayed standing and looked at me. "Tell me why you stopped being my friend. Tell me why you didn't say goodbye." I added meeting his eyes. I remember when I used to love his eyes. I loved looking into them and just admiring how he has such a beautiful color of brown eyes.

"I- I started t-to feel something for you and I- I didn't know what it was. I was scared that if you found out then you would've stopped talking to me so I just beat you to the punch. I- god, I wanted to spend every last second with you but I was too scared of you finding out. I- Y/N, I- I was scared of what I felt for you because you were my best friend and I shouldn't have felt that way. I wanted to at least say goodbye but I chickened out. I chickened out at the last second. I always chickened out at the last second when it came to you. I still chicken out when it comes to you, Y/N." He paused and I sat in silence.

"Every single time I see you, I just want to have you wrapped in my arms. But I can't do that! I can't do that because you don't even feel the same way towards me! I can't do that because Hyunjin gets to! Because he got you! He gets to be with you and have you in his arms and it's always been like that! In some way, he's always had you even before you two got together!" Felix explains and I sat there in shock. He liked me? "Y/N, you've always been in love with Hyunjin and I know that I'm not gonna be able to change that. I know that I could never change that because it's always gonna be him so I don't even know why I'm trying so hard. I- I just want you back in my life." He finishes.

He goes to leave but I didn't make a move to stop him.

I just sat there in shock. He just confessed to me and I don't know what to do. If I weren't with Hyunjin this would be easy because I know that even if I forgot Felix or hated him because of what he did, he always had a place in my heart. I didn't always just think of him as my best friend in fourth grade. The first couple weeks of talking to him in fourth grade, I liked him.

He was cute, funny, sweet, and just everything I wanted at the time. Which was not a lot. I did not have very high standards in fourth grade but who does anyway?

"Felix, wait!" I suddenly called out getting up from the couch. His hand was on the door handle when he stopped to look at me. I walked down the hall and stopped just in front of him but not too close. "I- I want you back in my life, too. I- I just- I'm gonna need to time before we can actually hang out like how we did." I told him. He let a smile take over his features and I smiled back at him. "So, you want to stay and hang out for a bit?" I asked walking backwards.

"Yeah, of course."

I missed you, Felix.