My Hero

Miserable at best

I don't feel like getting up and do stuff. I can't get a grasp of the fact that my beloved Tomura is a villain. Sure I felt something was off but this is ridiculous. Why him? I can't stick the pieces together. There must be a reason for him. I can save him right? What if he's a murderer? Then there's no way I could save him. I have to find him and talk to him. I have to tell him... I have to ask him why...

-At the bar-
He saw me... This is bad. I laid on the cold wooden floor bleeding out letting the pain take over my brain."Shigaraki Tomura, get up you'll get blood all over the floor." Said Kurogiri in a monotonous tone. "I could use a little bit of help." I said as I tried to pull myself up. The mist man gave in and helped me up. We then bandaged me up.
I was tired so I went to my room to get some sleep. The only problem is that I couldn't. My mind kept thinking about Izuku. That pain-filled look on his usually bright face. I mean breaking him was the plan or at least until I fell for him. He must hate me.
Well, I don't know, he's not so quick to judge. I should make him hate me though. I have a feeling our ways will cross more now on and not as lovers... as enemies. I hurt him more than enough now. If I make him hate me I'll protect him from accusations. I don't want to give him a hard time... and the fact that he knows me if the heroes find out it could ruin his future carrier. It's decided then. I'll make Midoriya Izuku hate me.