Made It (Jackson Imagine) (GOT7)

Chapter IV

We both got back to my joke of an apartment and I took of my shoes. I turned around and looked at his face. His wet hair was now swooped back creating beautiful waves on his head

"I'm gonna go now. It was good to see you one last time Haeju. Goodbye" he said in his deep raspy voice

He turned around after bowing but I quickly grabbed his hand making his head flip towards me

"W-Wait.." I mumbled "Stay.."

"I can't" he answered back making me look up at him still with watery eyes

"Why?.." I choked out

"I have a.. j-job Haeju" he answered in a nasty tone stuttering the second he glanced at my eyes

He sucked in his lips as I let go of my grip. My eyes darted down to the place where before stood a ring with a promise of forever..

He took a deep breath and pished me to the side as he walked inside "Do you at least have dry clothes?" He mumbled walking past me

I turned around to see him take of his boots again.

I don't make promises I won't keep
No leap or ocean that's too wide or too deep
Baby you know

I closed the door behind me and watched him turn back around to look at me. I took a few steps towards him while cleaning my eyes only to go past him and open one of the many closeted walls I had

I went through my things and pulled out a hoodie. It was an Adidas hoodie I had stolen from him back in the days and never gave him back.. the same one I had been caught stealing by him.

He looked at it and crunched his eyebrows "Well now I know where the hell this was.." he mumbled picking it up "Why keep it?"

I looked at it feeling the tears come back again so I turned immediately my face away so I could look back into the closet

"I think these sweatpants.. will fit you" I said inmy crying voice while sniffing away my tears

He took them and looked around "Not to be rude or anything, but I couldn't help but notice that you don't have a bathroom..."

"This building has various apartments like mine.. we share it.. it's upstairs on the third floor" I told him while picking up my own things

"Haeju.." he called out making me clean up my tears again"If you want me to stay here, you're gonna have to stop crying" he asked

"I will. Give me time" I said while closing the closet

I went to another place and picked up my showering utilities that were already in a tine bag.

"Do you want to have a shower?" I asked sniffing

"It depends on how long I'm a hostage" he mumbled

I turned around slowly and then walked up to my door opening it "put on those flippers.. you will need them.."

He looked down at the ground and came closer to me so he could put them on. We walked out of the apartment and I led him towards the stairs "You can use my things to wash up" I finally said as we finished the first set if stairs

The thuderstorm was still going making me jump from time to time in fear of being actually safe or not.

We kept walking in silence towards the bathrooms where he found out they were mixed. As in, there were different doors from top to bottom where there were a the showers. Then the actual bathroom aspect of it was separated, being the women's to the right and the men's to the left.

"Aren't you scared perverts will.. attack?" He asked

I chuckled while entering my cabinet. He of course went to the one on by my side "I know my neighbors.. I trust them.."

"Apparently couldn't trust me tho" he remarked as a joke but it didn't hit as so

"That's not why we ended and you know it Jackson"

He didn't answer back, he just opened the water and let it pour down, so I removed my clotges and did the same letting it hit my hair and skin

"Give me the soap" he asked

I passed it through the top and he grabbed it cursing that he was going to smell like a girl after all of this. I started showering as well taking care of my hair first since it was the hardest for me

"How have you been?.. like.. htruly, how have you been?"

"I've been great" I simply said

"Over me already?"

"Why do you wanna know it so bad Jackson?" I rolled my eyes feeling annoyed that he was insisting once again

"Because you never give me the truth"

"I said I'm through.. you're the one who should be moving on.. you'r-"

"I have moved on.. I'm dating someone"

I sucked in my breath and stopped what I was doing freezing completely

"Can you give me the shampoo?" He continued but I didn't move for a second

After calling me again I finalky gave him the bottle but leaned against the wall that separated us. My heart was shattering into a million pieces as I processed what he said. I was so deeo in thought that I didn't hear his water shut down.

"Haeju?.. are you okay? You're quiet"

"I-I'm fine"

He took in a deep breath and next thing I knew, the door for my shower opened wide making my head snap and my hands move fast to cover myself

"YAH!!! What are you-"

"I've seen it all before, just like you did to." He rolled his eyes closing the water

My cheeks started to become red as he leaned closer to me in this tiny shower.. my heart fluttering and my mind getting clouded with impure thoughts as I saw this man stand in front of me

"Are you really this shaken up by my lie? That means you're not over me huh?" He whispered ina smug way

Before I could react, he crashed his lips into mine pulling my body gently towards him.. I was suddenky nervous all over again since this would be my second time at doing anything like this.. his hands travelled down my body making a knot in my throat

"Relax.. No one knows you like I do.. I won't hurt you.."

4 little words that I wished were true in any kind of way he could say them.. but unfortunately, not all of them would be

"I love you" I let it escape unconsciously against his lips

He smirked putting his fingers on my chin "I love you too Haeju" he whispered back before catching my lips again and pulling my body against his