Made It (Jackson Imagine) (GOT7)

Chapter XIX

"We didn't come this far for nothing. At least I didn't" he carefully answered watching me stand up and turn towards the first aid kit

I picked up a few things and then turned to look at his bruised face. I placed the soft cotton on his lip bruise and he backed away immediately hissing

"Am I gonna make it?" I mumbled feeling the tears starting to dwell again

He gulped standing up straight again. His two hands warming up my exposed cold waist. He didn't say anything but his silence told me a lot of things

I moved towards the rashes on his chin and he took a deep breath "I'm sorry for not being there to protect you.. I'm sorry that I was a bit late.. I shouldn't.." he stopped gathering his thoughts "I should've never let him touch you"

I gulped and nodded "I'm sorry for the petty fight.. if it wasn't for it, nothing would've happen" I mumbled moving down to the bruises on his neck

"I love you Haeju. I meant it when I said you won't get rid of me now. I will fight for us and I know we will make it. Together"

I nodded letting a single tear escape. His hand came up to my belly. After rubbing it a couple of times he quickly leaned down kissing my lips.

It was a short kiss since his air got caught on his throat as soon as his bruise started stinging. But he didn't back off. He leaned in again softly moving our lips in sync.

He squeezed my hips against him and then pulled us back towards the bedroom "You're freezing"

I took a deep breath and he pulled away his shirt in front of me, followed by his pants and socks

"Jackson, the last thing I w-"

"I want to cuddle with you.. to warm you up.. can you let me do it?"

My eyes jumped between his. All I read was sincerity so I instantly agreed not particularly feeling excited anymore. The idea of the other man wanting to do exactly that and even more with me completely turned my stomach

It was hard to remember that in front of me was Jackson and not some stranger. His face was permanently screenshoted in my face

Jackson pulled me to the bed and I laid against him on his chest. The warmness of his body working along with the duvet to warm my own. He truly made me feel loved as he caressed my body. Petting my head, kissing my head.. drawing circles on my skin..

Everything without any word.. he was just there for me. Heating me up and holding me. And without knowing he was doing exactly what I needed him to do at the moment

I woke up the next day. The sun was already out again and the room was being lit by its rays coming from the window. I felt so warm agains Jackson's skin. He had his arm on my shoulder but I had clearly moved during my sleep. I scooted a little closer to him and snuggled closing my eyes and taking a deep breath.

I wanted to stay with him like this. Forget about the worries I had in the back of my mind screaming and shouting at my heart.

I felt a soft but long kiss on the top of my head and then a few more

When I looked up he had a rather surprised expression "Oh, you're awake?" He asked making my heart melt

I gave him a smile and nodded before kissing his chest and laying my head back on top of it. It was really in moments like these when I fell more for him. Suddenly the images of last night creeped back into my mind and Jackson must've felt me tense up.

"I love you" he mumbled as he started rubbing ny skin.

I burried my face deeper onto his bare skin closing my eyes, fighting away the big urge of just bawing my eyes out.