• JENLISA || ONE SHOTS •

Missing you

Jennie's Pov

I sat at the bench beside me. It's been a while since I've been since I've been in this park.

There were little children playing around, vendors selling street foods and sweets, couples and more people.

I used to be always in this place, with my one and only, Lisa.

But a year ago, Lisa had to go to another country because of something about her family. And I clearly knew something bad happened.

Even though I don't want to, I let her go to her family. I know she loves her family so much.

I clearly remember the time when she left, exactly at where I am right now. She told me she'll come back, it's been a year, but I trust her.

I remember when before she went away. We wished at this fountain in front of me right now. I miss her so much.

I miss her presence, her voice, her sweet words and actions, her scent, I miss every single inch of her.

Every single night that have passed this year, there's no single second that I have cried thingking about you, thingking about our memories that we shared together.

I miss you so much, Lisa. You don't know how badly I want to see you, hear your voice, how badly I want to hug you right now.

I gave in a deep sigh and stared at the blue sky above me, my eyes reflecting the sunlights as it shone on me.

Honestly, I'm scared. That maybe I won't have the chance to see you again. And that is the least thing I want to happen.

Since you have left, I never had the chance to talk to you, the loneliness and emptiness I feel whenever you're not around wraps every piece of me up.

You were always the one I got in my mind, but even tho if you already forgot about your promise. If we are really meant for each other, destiny will always meet us up no matter what.

But my love for you will never change. I still got this affection that even reading our old conversations, my heart flutters madly. This love I got for you will never die.

I brought my eyes from the fountain that is just a few meters away from me. Even tho a little bit getting rusted, This thing never gets old. And the memories within it, it's all golden.

I stood up from my sit and started to walk towards it slowly as I brought out a penny on my hand.

When I finally reached it, I sighed a little and gave a small smile when I suddenly remembered the first time I met Lisa. Exactly at this fountain where I am now.

I glanced at the penny on my hand and played with it between my fingers.

I decided to give out a wish. I closed my eyes and inhaled, then exhaled deeply as I open my eyes once again.

"Lisa, I miss you so much. You have no idea how much I want to be with you right now. How badly I want to hug you tightly. Every night I cry myself out, hoping to see you again one day." I mumbled softly as the wind blew across me

"I'm st-still here L-Lis. I'm still waiting for you. Even if it takes more years for us to meet again. I'll always be here." I bit my lip to avoid myself from sobbing

"I love you so much Lisa that I will never forget you. Even tho we haven't talked nor see each other for a year already, this strong feeling I got for you will never fade away. I love you and forever will that be" I said and finally threw the penny on the fountain, causing the water to splash away for a little bit as I look down on the ground

But suddenly I felt someone hugging me from behind. This person's warmth gives me comfort, I'm feeling the same thing right now, that feeling whenever I'm with Lisa.

My heart beated so loud, it's the same as this person's. It felt surreal, like I was only hearing the heartbeats of the both of us, and I could sense that the person is a girl

"I miss you too and I love you so much more, Jennie. I'm sorry" The person mumbled as her breath hits the back of my neck. Her face was so close to mine

I glanced at the person behind me and I knew it, it's the person I've been badly longing for. I saw Lisa, the person I love the most.

I felt my whole world stopped and my breathing became hard for a little bit. She's finally here, Lisa's here beside me again.

When I was brought back from my thoughts, my eyes widen and pulled out from the hug. I faced her and she greeted me with a warm smile and I felt my heart flipped the whole way around from the moment I saw her smile again.

Her brown-colored eyes, her cute little nose, her pinkish plumped lips. It was all the same, she has never changed

I hugged her again, very tightly and buried my face on her chest. "I miss you so much Lisa ! So much" I told her and she giggled as she hugged me back

"Don't worry Nini, I'm here already and I will never leave you again. I'm sorry if I went away for so long .." She told me and I sensed that she frowned deeply, seeing her sad makes my heart torn out

"Lisa-yah, It's alright. I understand. What matters is the present, right now" I answered back and looked straight into those pair of deep eyes before speaking up again

"And this time, I would never let you go"

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