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I wake up the next morning in my bed and in my pjs but feeling sick so I run the bathroom and throw up I wipe my mouth and brush my teeth

Daniel : are u ok
Tegan : fine give me a sec

After I'm done I walk to front room sit on the sofa next to Daniel and cuddle him

Tegan : I'm sorry for being a pain in the ass the past couple days bu..
Daniel : it's fine really in sorry for making u eat
Tegan : don't u just want me to get better and for most people eating makes them better but not me I just makes me worse trust me but all throw the pregncey I felt like this but I ate because I know I need to stay strong for me and the baby
Daniel : I know that now it's just i really don't want u to get back into bad habits
Tegan : I won't
Daniel : how long have u not eaten for
Tegan : like 5 maybe 6 days
Daniel : see that's not good your system will become weak and u will pass out
Tegan : are u a doctor now Mr seavey
Daniel : no but I know about this stuff
Tegan : ok
Daniel : do u need anything
Tegan : no just a really good hug from one of my best friends
Daniel : so I'm one.. of your best friends
Tegan : yes u are
Daniel : maybe more in the the futer
Tegan : maybe I've got eye on someone
I said as a joke
Daniel : oh who
Tegan : really u didn't get that as a joke
Daniel : no and that was mean so ouch that hurt
Tegan : your such a weird
Daniel : I know
Tegan : I want to dance
Daniel : really
Tegan : yep and I know just the place where u can just show up so come on

I get up get changed and walk out and see Daniel ready

Tegan : come on let's go

We walk down to his car and I tell him where to go and we get there and straight away I'm dancing and Daniels watching from the crowd


Tegan.: haven't been able to do that In ages
Daniel : that was amzing
Tegan : thanks

We head out of the studio

Tegan : can u drop me off at Joe's so I can get my car
Daniel : sure

He drops me off I get in my car and drive back listening to music and then i get back to his and walk throw the doors I gtan water and sit down

Daniel : I knew u were good at dancing but seeing it live was better
Tegan : thanks but haven't done dancing in like 7 mouths and it was hard not been able to
Daniel : I bet

I get up off the sofa walk to cubored gran sweets for Daniel walk back and throw them at him

Tegan : I would like to thank u I know I've been a bitch and hard work so here are some sweets
Daniel : thanks want any
Tegan : no thank u

We sit down on the sofa chilling for a bit watching a film and then it ends so I go for a shower do my stuff and then get out and see no towels

Tegan : Daniel
Daniel: Yh
Tegan : I left my towl in my room can u get it
Daniel : sure where abouts in your room
Tegan : in my bag
Daniel : ok

He knocks on the door and I open it up a bit and he passes it throw

Tegan : thanks

I get changed into my pjs and walk out and go behind Daniel

Tegan.: what u looking at
Daniel : this

He shows me a card and it's for weed

Daniel : I found it in your bag when I was getting your towel why do u have this
Tegan : it given to u when u go throw cancer or a really bad injury so u can't feel as much pain
Daniel : did u ever use it
Tegan : once right at the beginning of cancer when I had nothing to do with any of u but it was once I didn't like it at all
Daniel : so u did drugs
Tegan: yes but hospitals give it to u when u go throw it so u can't get mad
Daniel : I'm not but u did drugs and no one knew
Tegan : it's something I'm not proud of so I don't go round and be like hey guys I did drugs I'm cool now
Daniel : ok but why is it in your bag
Tegan : idk it's the bag I had when I was in hospital so it just got forgotten about
Daniel : ok
Tegan : are we good
Daniel ; yes
Tegan : good

I sit down and we watch a couple beast masters

Tegan : right u need food your stomach is going crazy
Daniel : let's go

We head down Daniel gets his food as well as everyone else

Tegan : tomorrow I'm going to cook dinner for everyone
Carrie : ok and what are gonna make
Christan : make the food u made us in new York
Tegan : ok
Keri: what was that
Tegan: noddles with soy sauce chicken and papers
Anna: sounds nice
Carrie: it dose but are u ok cooking
Tegan : yep and I can't wait to cook

They all eat We talk about random stuff and then Joe calls so I get up and walk a bit away

Tegan :hello
Joe: hey what u doing
Tegan : nothing much eating
Joe : are u gonna meet us
Tegan : not tonight I'm still recovering from the other night and I'm gonna spen time with Daniel
Joe : ok maybe another night
Tegan : Definitely Maybe just not drink as much
Joe: ok sounds good see u soon
Tegan : I will bye

I walk back to the table and sit down we talk a bit more and then me and Daniel head back up

Daniel : who called u a bit ago
Tegan : joe he wanted to know if i wanted to meet them but I said no because I'm spending it with u
Daniel : good were having a movie night
Tegan : ok I'll only have a movie night if u let me give u a face mask
Daniel : really
Tegan : yep
Daniel : fine

Daniel : who called u a bit ago Tegan : joe he wanted to know if i wanted to meet them but I said no because I'm spending it with u Daniel : good were having a movie night Tegan : ok I'll only have a movie night if u let me give u a face mask Dani...

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  Tegan: u look amzing
Daniel : thanks now let's watch a movie
Tegan : ok
Daniel : we're watching the package
Tegan : do u know what it's about
Daniel : nope
Tegan : I do I've seen a couple things on line about it have fun
Daniel : why
Tegan : find out
Daniel : ok

We watch the film and it was so gruesome in some parts and funny

Daniel : I still can't  believe he chopped his dick off
Tegan : I know
Daniel : maybe watch anther film that's not as bad
Tegan : ok

We watch when we first met it was so much better

Daniel. : that flim was better
Tegan : Yh I like them both of them
Daniel : ok
Tegan : it's getting late maybe we should go to bed
Daniel : ok
Tegan : your sleeping with me I miss u
Daniel : I was gonna sleep with u anyway
Tegan : good

I walk to the bathroom do my stuff come out get some water and walk to my room and get in bed and go on my phone for a bit and then turn it off and lay down facing Daniel

Daniel : I really missed u
Tegan : me to I miss myself to
Daniel : wow
Tegan : I'm joking I missed u to
Daniel : good

We lay down facing each other for a bit until Daniel moves my hair out of my face and leans over and kisses me and kiss him back for a bit until we pull apart

Daniel : rember I will always love u
Tegan : I will

I then close my eyes and fall asleep


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