Tegan : it's not Daniel NOW GET OFF HIM
Jonah : then what is on your hips
Tegan : u know when me and Joe had that tickling fight and he brought me to the floor to tickle me more
Jonah : so no one hurt u
Tegan : no of course not
Jonah : thank god
Daniel : what is happening because u scared me so much
Jonah : well Tegan feel asleep on the sofa so I was carrying her to bed but she woke up and panicked and ran to the bathroom and was sick and I went to cheak on her and I saw marks on her and I just thought it was u because she had been acting funny the past couple days I'm sorry bro
Daniel : it's fine as I said u scared me
Tegan : how long was I asleep
Jonah : half an hour
Tegan : ok
Daniel : well are u gonna go to bed then
Tegan : no
Jonah : why not
Tegan : no not tired now
Jonah : u have slept what 30 minutes in almost 2 days
Tegan : I'm fine umm see u in the morning
With that I walk down stairs and sit on the sofa and look out the window
Jonah's pov
Jonah : there's something wrong with her and I'm worried
Daniel : I am to she won't go anywhere near me
Jonah : or anyone else why would she panick when I picked her up
Daniel : I don't know I'm really worried
Jonah : if only we could ready her mind
Daniel : I know I want to know what's going on with her help her with what ever she needs
Jonah : I know I think everyone wants to know what happend so we can help in anyway
Daniel : I know
Jonah : we're talk more tomrrow I'm tired
Daniel : ok sleep well man
Jonah : and u
Tegans pov
I've been sitting here for hours upon hours watching the starts disappear and then sun rising and then Zoe and Jonah come down
Zoe: no sleep again
Tegan : mhh just watched the sky and lost track of time
Jonah : when are u gonna sleep
Tegan : when I'm tired
Zoe: it's not good u staying up all night
Tegan : I know
We head to the kitchen and I help make pancakes and then every one comes down and eats and then the boys head to the gym and I head up to my room go to the bathroom grabbing a blade and cutting over my old once clean it up and then getting in bed and then my phone goes off and it's the police
Amy; we found them both we just want u to come down and make sure it's them
Tegan : I don't want to I don't want to leave the house
Amy: please We need u to come down and make sure it's them I'll even come to your place and pick u up
Tegan : fine
Amy: what's your place adress
Tegan : it's ******** **********
Amy: ok I'll come now
Tegan : ok
I quickly get changed and walk down stairs waiting for any to show up I walk to the kitchen
Tegan : I'm going out for a bit
Zoe : where u going
Tegan : somewhere
Zoe: mistress
Tegan : I know
My phone then goes off
Amy: out side
Tegan : ok give me a sec
Amy: ok
Tegan : I'll see u in a bit
Zoe: ok
I walk out the door and see all the boys coming out the gym and then I see amy in the police car and walk to it
Daniel : what happening where u going
Tegan : later I need to go
Jonah : what
I get in the car and Amy drives away from the house
Amy; so they still don't know
Tegan : no
Amy; it's best if u tell them and it will make things easyer
Tegan.: it will never become easy again I haven't slept in 2 days I'm to scared and I feel asleep for a second and my friend was talking me upstairs to bed and panicked
Amy; why don't u want them to know
Tegan: because to much has happen this past year with them I don't want them to worry about me all the time so it's best if they don't. Know
Amg: I've been throw what u have been throw and i kept it in for ages and then I told people what happend and stress went away
Tegan: I'm sorry but there still scared for me because about 2 weeks ago I got out of rehab from having an eating disorder and they still worry about that and then me getting raped on top of that I won't be able to be on my own for 5 minutes
Amy: ok but I was just saying it made things easyer
Tegan: ok
We finally pull up at the station and we go to a room and I can see Ross and Lee but they can't see me
Amy: is that them
Tegan : y...yes
Amy: ok we're get this all sorted and then were send u a letter for court
Tegan: how long will that be because I'm not from here
Amy: ok it might take a while but u have to stay here or they will be released and it might happen to someone else
Tegan : I will I'll stay as long as they stay here and rot prison
Amy: ok well recommend a lawyer
Tegan : ok I'll find the best I can find they are not getting away with it
Amy: good now do u wanna be dropped back home
Tegan: yes please
Amh: ok
She dropped me back home and I walk in
Daniel : what was with the police
Tegan: I told the police about the messages Ross sent me and the wanted to double cheak everything
Jonah : is that what's made u really down the past couple days the messages
Tegan: uh Yh
Zoe: good I'm happy u finally told the truth to us
Tegan: mhh well I'm gonna go upstairs and wash
Daniel : ok
I walk upstairs have a quick shower get dressed and get in bed and finally think they are gone they can't find me till court but I'm still not happy I keep lying to everyone and it still won't bring back that night that happend and evey time I think of it I cry and that's what I'm doing now it rewined my life I don't know who to trust I just want to hit something and I know where to go
I get out of bed walk down stairs and go to the gym and go to the punching bag and hit it so hard so many times and screamed and sat down on the floor and cried I coudent help it I was so angry and sad and I had to see there faces
Joe: why are u crying what's wrong
Tegan: nothing leave it
Joe: if it's about Ross and the messages forget about it what ever He said it's all rubish
Tegan: no it's not I am a slut I'm worthless
Joe: no your not your beautiful and your no where near a slut
Tegan : I am just leave me alone
I get up and walk back to the house and up to my room and getting bed looking at my hand and see it's all purple and blue just like my hips and thighs but more worse on there
Daniel : are u alright
Tegan: leave me alone
Daniel : no let me in
Tegan : go ask Joe I told him
Daniel : he did and your not a slut and your not worthless u are the best and beautiful
Tegan : I mean it just leave me alone
I get out of bed and push daiel out the room and shutting the door and getting in bed putting the pillow on my head blocking the sound of every thing until my phone goes off and I see who it is Unkmwen I just answer it
Police state of Brighton miss boyland u have a call from a Mr Ryan do u exspet or delicne
Tegan: decline and make sure he never calls again
Police : ok
He had the fucking nerve to call me I slam my phone down on the side table and turn over on the bed and face the wall that's a couple meaters away from me and start to fall asleep
