I wake up the next moring with arms around me and I know it's Jonah but I can't help but panick
Tegan: get.. o...of me
Jonah : sorry
I get out of bed and go to his bathroom and throw up I can't help it I can just feel evey thing tighten around me struggling to breath my hands shaking I hold my breath for a couple seconds and it starts to go back to normal and I get up
Jonah: are u ok
Tegan : fine I just don't know if that morning sickness or panick sick
Jonah : it could be any but I'm sorry I made u feel panicked
Tegan: it's fine I just shoudent of fallen asleep in here
Jonah : it's fine u need sleep and rest
Tegan : yh
Jonah : let's go down stairs and have breakfast
Tegan : ok
We walk down stairs and sit in the kitchen with Zoe
Tegan : do u ever get bored of being awake first and being on your own
Zoe: not really because it's peaceful and it's nice
Tegan : I guess
Zoe: right u need to eat your eating for 2 now
Tegan: I know
Jonah : what are u gonna do about the baby
Tegan: I've always thought abortion was horrible because your getting rid of a kid that could bring so much happens into a life and it may not of been made out of love but I'm gonna love this baby til my last diying breath so I'm gonna keep it and if people don't like it then fuck them
Zoe: your right I shoudent be anyone's else's choice what u do
Jonah : agree
Tegan: but what am I gonna say when I start to show oh Yh I'm having another baby even tho I just lost a baby
Jonah : just say it wasent planned
Tegan: yh
Jonah : u need to tell Daniel your keeping it
Tegan : I will
Zoe: if he dosent like it fuck him
Tegan: haha Yh fuck him
Jonah : he will understand your decision
Tegan: I hope so but at the momment it dosent matter because we aren't together at the momment as much as I would like to be more but I need to get over loads of stuff
Jonah : and that is ok
Zoe: it is u need to learn to trust again
Tegan: yh
We eat breakfast it was simple cereal but I don't mind and then Joe comes down and eats and then Alfie and still no Daniel so I go up
Tegan: come on lazy u need to wake up
Daniel : ok
He sits up
Tegan : I need to talk to u
Daniel : ok
Tegan: well with this baby
Daniel : ok
Tegan : I've always thought abortion was horrible and I'm not gonna have abortion or give the baby up for adoption I'm gonna keep it and I hope your ok with that
Daniel : of course I'm ok with it I agree abortion is horrible and adoption isent either some places are horrible
Tegan : I don't want this kid to ever feel unloved or cared about because until I did in gonna look after it
Daniel : good
Tegan : thanks u for understanding
Daniel : of course
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Its been just under a mouth and I'm at the court with an amzing lawyer who's gonna help me win my battle
Skip evey thing
Judge : Ross Ryan is sentence to life and Lee route is charged with like for the rape of 2 girls of miss Tegan boyland and Nina channel
Just say the lawyer is called mike
Mike : there gone for life
Tegan: thank u so much like for everything for fighting for me and Nina
Mike: of course now go enjoy life because there gone
Tegan: thank u again
We walk out the courts me and Nina happy and yes Lee was Ninas boyfriend
Tegan : I think we should head back to the place I'm staying at
Nina: ok
We head back and we see everyone on the sofa waiting
Tegan : THEY GOT LIFE IN PRISON
zoe: I'm so happy thank God
Daniel : I know no more trouble
