Daniel : u need to explain what's happening
Tegan: just get everyone in the front room
He leaves
I walk up And down in the kitchen thinking how am I going to tell then panicking but I just walk to the front room and everyone in there
Tegan : I'm sorry for not telling u
Jonah : what didn't u tell us
Tegan : u know when we went out and I passed out
Daniel : yh
Tegan : it wasent the full story
Joe: what do u mean
Tegan: so when u all left me a guy came up to me and asked if I wanted a drink I said Yh and we talked a bit I then went to the bathroom and come out . He told me to drink my drink so we could dance so I did i downed it and we danced for a bit and then he told me to go out so I did . When we got out he took me to the ally way he wanted to do stuff but I didn't so he let me go and I started walking back in but I felt funny and passed out and I woke up a couple hours later . Not feeling great and then I look down and my pants were at my ankles and my imbtweens hurt and then a police showed up and took me to the hospital and they did all the things we did but I knew something happend while I passed out and the hospital took my clothes and did DNA on them and found men stuff in my pants and then Amy went to the police station looked at cameras and in the ally and then they showed me and I got rapped by two people and one was Lee the person I was with in the club and the other was ..Ross
Daniel: I am fucking killing them
Tegan : NO YOUR NOT
Jonah : is that why u had brusies on your hips
Tegan : yh but it's not the worst part
Zoe: what can be worse then get rapped by two people
Tegan : I went to the hospatal and they cheaked on me and did blood and things like that
I break down crying again
Tegan : and I'm pregante with a fucking rapist baby
Zoe : I'm so sorry
Daniel : is this why u won't go near me
I nod my head
Tegan: I don't know who to trust
Joe: u can trust us I promise
Tegan : no I can't
Jonah: u can
I stay quite
Daniel : what are u gonna do about the baby
Zoe: I don't think that's the best time to ask
Alfie: I'm sorry
Joe,: I am to
Tegan : see this is why I didn't want to tell u all im getting I'm sorry I don't need that
Jonah : but we are sorry
Tegan : don't be
Daniel :why not why can't we feel sorry because your our friend who is going throw a ruff time and we want to be there for u
Tegan: I don't need people I delt with it the past couple weeks
Jonah : u haven't u stay up all night and stay in bed all day u won't let anyone touch u
Tegan: I don't want to be touched because I don't trust any of u no one
Daniel : u do t even trust me
Tegan: no I don't
Daniel : fine
Jonah : since u told them what happend I think u need to explain the other stuff
Tegan: no I swear to god if u tell I'm leaving
Daniel : tell me what's the other stuff are u two together
Jonah: no were not to gather
Zoe: what is it
Tegan: that no one can know it's bad enough u do
Jonah : she's been cutting
I run out side the house with nothing at all and run to the forset and keep running and running I can't fucking belive him no one needed to know it's my business no one else's and I know running isent the best for me but I need to get away and it's dark out so I go throw all the bushes and I'm on the main side walk and walk down there for ages and keep going
After ages of walking or running I sit down against a brick wall out in the open
I sit there for ages upon ages looking at the sky and it slowly getting bright but it start to rain but I stay there letting myself getting wet but still look up at the sky and watch every thing changed when did my life become bad was it a mistake letting the boys back in my life or maybe it's sight all this bad stuff happening to is for me to just die have I done something wrong to god that he's brings this all down on me I then see a girl stumbling down the road
