𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄, david dobrik

༄✧ 16. IMESSAGE

THINGS LIKE LOVE.
𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 SIXTEEN: IMESSAGE.

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IMESSAGE LOG

JULY ♡
david are you okay?
i just saw your instagram story
read 1:27am

DAVID
you should be asleep, juls
it's so late
read 1:30am

JULY ♡
we've been apart for less than a month and you forget that im a diagnosed insomniac smh
but seriously david
please tell me if you're okay
read 1:35am

DAVID
honestly? no, im not okay
im so fucking tired and so fucking lonely
how is it possible to be surrounded by people and still be lonely? that's so stupid
read 1:37am

JULY ♡
it's not stupid
im sorry that im not there to help you out
read 1:40am

DAVID
it's my fault that you're not here
and that makes it so much worse
everything is bad without you
and it's killing me knowing that ive hurt you
i just wanna hug you
read 1:45am

JULY ♡
david listen
you need to focus on yourself
you need to take care of yourself
you don't need me
read 1:47am

DAVID
the thing is, i really fucking do.
i don't deserve you, but i need you, and i want you.
and here i am, making you worry about me
because im a selfish dickhead
read 1:50am

JULY ♡
shut up you idiot
i'll always worry about you
read 1:52am

DAVID
i don't deserve for you to worry about me
read 1:53am

JULY ♡
you're probably right
but i love you david
and as long as i love you, i'll worry about you
read 1:57am

DAVID
i love you july
fuck i can't stop crying
im such a fucking idiot
i want you at home with me
read 2:00am

JULY ♡
i really miss home
but things can't just go back, david
i need to learn to trust you again
you hurt me so fucking bad
read 2:01am

DAVID
i know i did baby
and i know that i'll never be able to take that back
all i can do is regret it
and that's all ive been doing for the past month
read 2:03am

JULY ♡
things are so complicated now david
you don't understand yet but you will
i just need time. i need to heal.
read 2:05am

DAVID
can we still talk?
because i don't think i can do this without you
read 2:06am

JULY ♡
of course we can still talk
ive missed you, david
ive missed your dumbass a lot
read 2:05am

DAVID
ive missed your pretty ass too
please try to sleep juls
goodnight baby
i love you
read 2:06am

JULY ♡
goodnight david
please take care of yourself
i love you
read 2:07am