Alone

4.

Beyoncé

I am now in the United Kingdom. I have a show tonight out here. After this show I have two days off which will be spent in Cali at home in my bed.

Before the show I spoke to my mom. I may not know how she sounds or what she even looks like, but I know her spirit is amazing. I don't know why I feel so close to her even when she's so far away.

I'm in the process of filming a documentary so cameras follow me around sometimes. Not every where I go though. I refused to allow them to do that. That brings too much attention. I have a little camera that I record on when I feel it's necessary.

"On in 10." My stage manager said through the cracked door.

"Okay."

I made my way out of my dressing room to the stage to get hooked up. I can already hear the crowed.

"Tonight is going to be beautiful." I smiled as I talked to the camera. I was making my way to another side of the stage where I will be walking out of.

I was placed in my position and I could feel the nerves. I try to not let anxiety overwhelm me.

I heard the music start and the crowd got loud.

"Showtime Bey. Let's go get em." I said to myself as I began walking out.

The fans screamed as I made my way thru the crowd. I touched them as I passed by. Seeing them happy makes me happy.

I finally made it to the stage and from there Sasha was in full go mode.

After my show I made my way to the airport. California here I come.

I couldn't help but notice that I always get a call from an Unknown number at least three times a week. It's been going on for months now. Nobody ever calls my personal phone. I never answer but it's getting to the point where I'm creeped out. I've had this number for as long as I can remember because again no one calls it. I would hate to have to change it. I don't want to block the number because it doesn't bother me really. I like to hear my phone ring even if it's an unknown number.

Aside from that, I laid out on the jets bed. I'm so exhausted all I want to do is sleep. I don't even think I ate today at all. Oh well.

(A/N how's the story so far?📚)