Bear's Depressing Songfics

BluePulse

(AU- Jaime's a bad boy😉)

Love's my religion but he was my faith
Jaime...
Something so sacred so hard to replace
My home...
Fallin' for him was like fallin' from grace
Blue Beetle...

All wrapped in one he was so many sins
The future...
Would have done anything everything for him
The work... Slavery...
And if you ask me I would do it again
Failure.

I look down at my wrist and see the fine, practically nonexistent lines up and down, side to side. My boyfriend, Blue Beetle, Jamie, walked in and kissed my forehead. Then sat down and wrapped an arm around my shoulder.
No need to imagine
I can't believe how hard I'm moding. How quickly I fell for the man that is gonna cause our- my doom.
'Cause I know it's true
He's right here next to me. Wrapping his other arm around me
They say "all good boys go to heaven"
But bad boys bring heaven to you
He started kissing my neck finding my sweet spots. Making me softly moan.
It's automatic
He smirks a bit and bites down on one making me moan a little louder.
It's just what they do
He smirks more.
They say "all good boys go to heaven"
But bad boys bring heaven to you

You don't realize the power they have
I touch my cheek in shock. It's still red from where he hit me.
Until they leave you and you want them back
He stutters and stumbles across random words then runs out the door.
Nothing in this world prepares you for that
He's gone.

I'm not a sinner he wasn't the one
I trace the cuts I just made
Had no idea what we would become
He stumbled back in and sees me there with my blade
There's no regrets I just thought it was fun

No need to imagine
He hugs runs over and hugs me
'Cause I know it's true
I grip his shirt while I cry
They say "all good boys go to heaven"
But bad boys bring heaven to you
He picks me up and carries me to the couch. He sets me down on his lap and comforts me
It's automatic
I smile in to his chest
It's just what they do
He came back!
They say "all good boys go to heaven"
But bad boys bring heaven to you

I still remember the moment we met
In the cave
The touch that he planted
The garden he left
My heart filled with fear and... love?
I guess the rain was just half that effect
Him turning on us

No need to imagine
Him taking the role of most heroes to gain trust
'Cause I know it's true
He lied
They say "all good boys go to heaven"
But bad boys bring heaven to you
His smile

It's automatic
I Stand on the ledge
It's just what they do
I Smile at him one last time
They say "all good boys go to heaven"
But bad boys bring heaven to you
I fall.