Bear's Depressing Songfics

Analogical

(Au- Abusive relationship)

I take my pills and I'm happy all the time
Logan shakes out his daily dose of medication
I'm happy all the time
Logan takes it and instantly feels lighter, happier
I'm happy all the time
I love my girl but she ain't worth the price
Logan goes to the living room to see his caring boyfriend, Virgil
She ain't worth the price
Virgil smiles and kisses him
No, she ain't worth the price
Life is perfect

We can go to my house if you wanna
Virgil comes home and I smile at him
Hang out in my bedroom, lose your honor
Virgil drags me to his bedroom
Even if they find us, we're apathetic
I try to stop him, we aren't that far in our relationship yet
And they can't take that away
I failed

I take my pills and I'm happy all the time
I take my pills right after
I'm happy all the time
And feel my mood lighten
I'm happy all the time
I love my girl but she ain't worth the price
I walk back into his room with a smile
She ain't worth the price
Virgil smiles back at me and kisses me softly
No, she ain't worth the price
Maybe I should take those pills more often

The voices in my right brain are kinda funny
I look down at my hands
They tell me "take a deep breath, it's always sunny"
They are shaking
But where I leave the lights on
Virgil comes back from work
It's so obvious that my life's pretty plain
I'm scared

Virgil started doing it more often
I take my pills and I'm happy all the time
I started taking the pills more
I'm happy all the time
And more
I'm happy all the time
And more
I love my girl but she ain't worth the price
I started questioning our relationship
She ain't worth the price
If he actually loved him
No, she ain't worth the price
Or if he was using him

We take strange things to feel normal
I realize that it isn't Virgil...
We take strange things to feel normal
It's me
We take strange things to feel normal
I'm to blame
To feel normal, to feel normal

I take my pills and I'm happy all the time
I pour out the entire bottle of antidepressants
I'm happy all the time
26 pills
I'm happy all the time
This should do it.
I love my girl but she ain't worth the price
I think about Virgil
She ain't worth the price
He'll be better off with out me
No, she ain't worth the price
Then I down them

"Logan!"