Bear's Depressing Songfics

BirdFlash

(AU- abusive boyfriend (who? You'll see))
(Thanks for the request AMbrodkey)

I don't wanna fight right now
He looks down at his shaking hands
Know you always right, now
He clenches them into fists
Know I need you 'round with me
He suddenly walks out
But nobody waitin' 'round with me
I breakdown on my- our bed
Been through the ups
Yeah the ups and the downs with me
I silently cry for what seems like hours
Got a whole lot of love
But you don't wanna spread it 'round with me, yeah

Never pick up, never call me
He ignores me again
You know we're runnin' out of time
He turns and slaps me
Never pick up when you want me
Then suddenly starts roughly kissing me
Now I gotta draw a line
He pulls me to our room regardless of my protest
Baby I done, done enough talking
He pushes me on to the bed and starts undoing my button up shirt
Need to know that you're mine
I try to stop him
Baby we done, done enough talking
He slaps me again and I stop my protest
Gotta be right now, right now

Baby gon' love me now, now, now, now, now, now
Now or never, hey, hey, hey
I want you to hold me down, down, down, down, down, down
Down forever, hey, hey, hey
Said you know I wanna keep you around
'Round forever, hey, hey, hey
I want you to love me now, now, now, now, now, now
Now or never

I'm turnin' off the light right now
After he did those things he has been gone for a couple of days
I'm callin' it a night now
There is a knock at the door
Wishin' you were 'round with me
I open it and he stumbles in obviously drunk (how I don't know)
But you're in a different town than me
He closes the door and immediately starts kissing me
We've been through it all
But you could never spit it out for me
I try to push away but he holds my head in place
Tryna talk to a wall
But you could never tear it down for me, yeah
He pushes me against a wall

Never pick up, never call me
His hands are tightly twisted in my obsidian hair
You know we're runnin' out of time
When he notices I'm not kissing back he lets me go and shoves me down
Never pick up when you want me
He crawls on top of me and holds down my arm with one hand and slaps me with the other
Now I gotta draw a line
Baby I done, done enough talking
He starts kissing me again and this time I kiss back
Need to know that you're mine
He smirks into the kiss
Baby we done, done enough talking
Suddenly he stops and starts kissing down my neck
Gotta be right now, right now
And he goes lower

Baby gon' love me now, now, now, now, now, now
Now or never, hey, hey, hey
I want you to hold me down, down, down, down, down, down
Down forever, hey, hey, hey
Said you know I wanna keep you around
'Round forever, hey, hey, hey
I want you to love me now, now, now, now, now, now
Now or never

Yeah, draw the line up
I bought the pills a week ago but now I'm sure
Don't take no more time up, yeah
I'm sitting in our bathroom
Make your mind up
I need you to make your mind up, yeah
I open the cupboard
Draw the line up
I scan the shelves until I see them
Don't take no more time up, yeah
I take the bottle into my shaky hands
Baby you gotta decide something
Sleeping Pills
Let me know

Baby gon' love me now, now, now, now, now, now
Now or never, hey, hey, hey
I shake out a handful
I want you to hold me down, down, down, down, down, down
Down forever, hey, hey, hey
16
Said you know I wanna keep you around
'Round forever, hey, hey, hey
I put them in my mouth
I want you to love me now, now, now, now, now, now
I swallow
Now or never
And black

"Dick!"