Addicted Worry (53)

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They say that I am addicted to my phone

They would be right in a sense but not in the way they think

I am addicted to the music

It keeps them quiet for a time,

It mutes the demons in my mind

And blocks the spirals that I could go down

I need to know

If my friends and loved ones

Are alright and not in danger

Because I worry

I worry that they are laying dead on the floor somewhere

And it is my fault for not getting to them

Fast enough

I am addicted to knowing

If I have said something wrong

And have offended someone in a way

It is an addicted worry.

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