EPHEMERAL(COMPLETED)

chapter 48-she's leaving again

LISA POV

naiwan kaming dalawa ni jennie sa kwarto . ang sakit naman ng buong katawan ko . bat may benda ako sa pulso ? hindi ko naman naalala na naglaslas ako .  

"k-kumusta ka na ?" ang awkward ng paligid namin .mugto din ang mga mata nya . hindi ako umimik . tiningnan ko lang sya . ang laki ng pinagbago nya . mas lalo syang gumaganda sa paningin ko . sobrang na miss ko sya parang katulad lang kami ng dati 3 buwan na ang nakalipas.pagod na akong mag pretend sa harapan nya na kunwari masaya ako .

"kumusta na kayo ni  leigh ? kelan ba ang petsa ng kasal nyo ?" mahina kong tanong sa kanya "wag kang mag alala dadalo ako sa kasal  nyo " biglang tumulo ang mga luha nya . what's with those tears jennie charvi kim ? naawa ka sa kalagayan ko ngayon ? ngumiti ako sa kanya . " don't worry i'll be fine soon " pero tong sugat na iniwan mo hindi ko alam kung maghihilom pa ba to . niyakap nya ako ng mahigpit at umiyak na naman sya 

Every time we drew our lines
They grew legs and walked themselves down the road
Boundaries is my middle name
I give respect where it's asked or it's shown

Something 'bout our exchange
It's a fight to act like you weren't in mind, oh mind
Never want to complain, love you with your wings babe
These are your skies

But then there was the blood from your heart on my hands again
Though I swore I washed it off in the waves
And I wish I was sorry, damn I wish I was sorry
That I don't know how to stay away, stay away

Oh, if only you knew just how you taste
Oh, if only you'd seen you walk away
Oh I'd follow you into yesterday
Then miles away
And I pray for the love that we had underneath
When we both promised not to waste love arguing
I love you more than I ever could say

And something about our exchange
It's a fight to act like you weren't in mind, oh mind
And I never want to complain
Love you with your wings babe
These are your skies, your skies

And there was the blood from your heart on my hands again
Though I swore I washed it out in the rain
And I wish I was sorry, damn I wish I was sorry
That I don't know how to stay away

And don't say you don't want no problems
Can't hear through what I say
Say you want it your way
Always has been your way when it comes to me
Gun play, use my heart against me always
We can't seem to hold space
No way

The blood from your heart on my hands again
Though I swore I washed it off in the waves
I wish I was sorry, damn I wish I was sorry
That I don't know how to stay away, stay away

"i'm sorry kung sinaktan kita ! i'm sorry kung iniwan kita "humihikbi sya " hindi na ulit ako aalis sa tabi mo asawa ko " nagulat ako sa sinabi nya . siniil nya ng halik ang mga labi ko . tumulo ang mga luha nya sa pisngi ko . i response with the kiss. i badly miss this woman in front of me . it was long and deep and passionate kiss tulad ng dati. i wrap my arms around her neck to deepen the kiss . tumulo na din ang mga luha ko .

" i love you so much asawa ko can we start again ?" bulong nya sakin ng matapos ang halik.tumango lang ako sa kanya . hindi ko maintindihan bat biglang nawala lahat ng sakit ng makita ko sya . niyakap ko sya at humiga sya sa dibdib ko . 

" hindi na ako magpapakasal kay leigh tinapos ko na ang lahat ng samin kagabi "mahinang sabi nya .nakikinig lang ako sa kanya habang hinahaplos ang buhok nya . " yung nakita mo sa condo ko 2 months ago i'm not responding with the kiss nagulat din ako sa ginawa nya na sya namang pagpasok mo sa loob " bat ba sya nag explain sa akin ngayon ?

" hush asawa ko ! wag mo ng ibalik ang dati , nakaraan na yun . wag na nating balikan ang importante bumalik ka na sakin ulit " napa tingin sya sakin at bumangon sya sa pagkahiga sa dibdib ko . nagtatampo ba sya ?  tinanggal nya ang suot nyang sapatos  at sobra akong nagulat sa sunod nyang ginawa . dinaganan nya ako . takte  ! anong nakain nya ? sumilay ang nakakalokong ngiti sa labi nya . she's being naughty again !