Butterflies (h2ovanoss) [DISCONTINUED]

7

My breathing was heavy. As soon as I made contact with those beautiful brown specks, I knew I had to look away. It was like I was stuck in a small trance, they were pulling me in. Oh how badly I wanted to tell him who I was and to just finally hug him and breathe in his intoxicating smell. My thoughts were cut off as I heard a ding and suddenly the elevator doors opened. I waited until everyone was off before I hurried off. As I was heading out, I turned around for a second and there was Evan, staring at me, like he knew.

I felt scared, excited, nervous but I shook these feelings off and walked out the hotel, speed walking down the street and into some random café. Walking up to the counter, I ordered a black coffee and a blueberry muffin. What a sad breakfast. I was hungry but now, not so much.

Sighing, I took a seat and texted Luke.

J: Jonathon. L: Luke

J: Hey Luke, I need some help

Not even a second after he replies and I can already tell he's fuming.

L: You bet your ass you do, why didn't you tell me you were coming to PAX?!

J: ...
I came to see Evan... and to possibly do a face reveal?

L: You must be outta your damn mind

J: Stoooop.
I'm nervous and scared and kind of regretting this.

L: Well you're here now so no point in backing out. Btw all the guys were talking about you. You're known as the "hot tall awkward elevator guy"

Now that, that made me snort and kinda laugh out loud. Just then, I heard the bell above the door jingle. Looking up, still laughing, I saw the guys walk in. They had a confused but suspicious look on their faces. Oh shit.

I immediately stopped laughing and tried to make myself appear smaller in my seat but that did nothing to hide me. I know they don't know it's me but they could somehow figure it out.

I saw Luke giving me a worried glance and I gave him a kinda nervous smile, trying to reassure him that everything's fine.

Sighing I grabbed my muffin and bit into it, staring at the table blankly. That is until, a waitress walks by and spills the two hot cups of coffee she was carrying all over me.

"Ah shit!! Hot, hot, hot!" I basically yelled out.

"Oh my god, I am so so sorry sir!"

"It's fine, I'm fine." I looked around and noticed everybody in the café had their eyes on us, including the guys who's eyes were wide and you could see the small hint of surprise in Tyler's eyes like he knew.

I quickly pulled out a fifty from my pocket, slammed it on the table and rushed out of there. My breathing was erratic, my heart was pounding in my ears, gasps left my mouth and I was in a daze. I stumbled down the pavement until I reached an alley, stumbling to the wall of a building I tried to calm myself down but it was no use... I welcomed the darkness with open arms....