Butterflies (h2ovanoss) [DISCONTINUED]

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Y'all been waiting for this.

Hope ye enjoy x

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It was the last day of PAX and I decided, considering how it's the last. I'd make it worth while.

I just got out of the shower and finished putting on my clothes (black t-shirt, black skinny jeans and a beanie, paired with a gucci sweatshirt.

My phone buzzed on the bedside table but I was too busy staring at my mask. I'm so tempted to just put in on and go but I promised Evan.

Sighing, I turned and walked to grab my phone. Turning it on and unlocking it, Luke messaged me. It read     You ready, man?

I replied with a simple, as ready as I'll ever be.

Placing my phone in my pocket, I grabbed my other necessaries, like my wallet and room key. Before I left, I tried to conceal myself.

"Come on, Jon, you can do this. It's just a face reveal." I took a deep breath before nodding to myself and walking out of my room. I paced down the hallway to the elevator, my mind heavily clouded with negativity.

They'll hate me.

I mean, I'm ugly.

How could they not?

Pushing the down button, I silently waited for the elevator to ding, tapping my foot against the floor. I started humming a tune, Evan's U-rite remix.

The elevator doors opened and there was Luke and Moo. Moo seemed confused while Luke laughed and pulled me in the lift.

"I'm proud of you for doing this man."

I chuckled and nodded, "Me too. I'm kinda nervous. Oh hey, Moo." I tried acting calm but on the inside, I was freaking the fuck out.

Moo gasped and looked at me with amazement before he broke out into a smile and pulled me into a hug, "Delirious! Oh my god dude, you're fucking handsome. Why did you wait so long for a face reveal?"

I laughed nervously and hugged him back, "Nerves, I guess? And just self doubt too."

"Man are the guys gonna be surprised to see you."

"I know, don't even remind me. They'll probably wonder who I am at first though."

"You got that right!"

I didn't even noticed that we had left the elevator but somehow we ended up out front of the hotel and walking in the direction of the convention.

Luke finally decided to speak again, "I wonder how Evan would react. Or fuck face Tyler."

I grimaced at the mention of his name, ugh. Tyler, fuck him, if he can't accept me it's his lost. I still got some of the bestest of friends. And besides, I still have Evan.

"Evan will be surprised but happy, nonetheless." Moo exclaimed.

I snorted, "I hope so."

Luke bumped shoulders with me, "Oh you know he will be, he's been waiting for this for so long."

I nodded and laughed, looking up and smiling to myself. "I can't wait to see what his face would look like." I shook my head and sighed before grumbling underneath my breath, "stupid little canasian shit, stealing my heart and making me fall for him."

Apparently, I wasn't too quiet as Moo quickly grabbed my shoulder and pulled me back, "Woah, you like Evan?"

I turned to him and sighed, yet another reason for him to hate me.

"No shush, don't think I don't accept it. I find it cute actually and it's not that hard to tell that you have feelings for him."

I tilted my head before Luke laughed and agreed with Moo.

"You make is so obvious Jon, we all kinda had an idea that you like him. If not, love him."

I sighed before nodding, "I do- I do love him it's just— he doesn't feel the same so he can't know. I mean come on! The dude is straight!"

"You don't know that Del, for all we know he could be bi like you or pansexual even." Moo said.

"As much as I'd love to believe that Moo, it's not true. He's as straight as a pole."

Luke snorted, "Sure and I'm actually a lady. Stop being so insecure Jon, there is a chance that Evan could like you. I mean, the dude has some feelings for you. He's always asking 'where's Delirious?' 'is Delirious playing?' 'How is Delirious?' Delirious this, Delirious that. The dude fucking fancies you."

I stayed quiet and thought about it for a bit... he could be lying but my mind wants to believe him. Maybe I do have a chance at being with Evan, if not then at least I can still be his best friend. Ugh, I'm so smitten for this boy.

Luke, Moo and I just entered the convention when two fans had came up to get a photo and their t-shirts signed, as well as give the boys some fan art that they had drawn. One of them, a blonde girl, was eyeing me up suspiciously.

I smirked at her and silently waited for them to finish, my mind then went to Evan. His beautiful brown eyes, his long curled eyelashes, and his–

"–? Jon! Dude, come on."

I was broken out of my trance from Luke, I immediately blushed and looked around instead of at him.

"You were dreaming about Evan weren't you?"

"What?– No, shu-shut up!"

Both Luke and Moo snickered, I rolled my eyes before I blushed then turned around and walked away, "Come on, you fucks."

Brock laughed loudly and shook his head, following after me. Luke tagging along shortly after.

My eyes glanced around the huge area of people, there wasn't a whole lot but there's bound to be a lot more later on. My phone buzzed and I immediately pulled it out.

It read,

To: Deliriøus
From: Owl boy

Delirious!! I'm in venue eleven, about to do a conference kinda thing, you should come!
  -ur owl boy 🦉

My stomach tingled, MY owl boy, I gripped my phone harder and smiled wide. Looking up, I motioned the two to follow me.

"Come on guys, I want to see my owl boy."