- waves . h y u n l i x ✔

IT

❝ — there is a swelling storm
and i'm caught up in the middle of it all.
and it takes control of the person that I thought I was,
the boy i used to know. ❞

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I'm not what you expected, huh?

You wanted a rich guy,

A smart one,

A pretty one.

You wanted someone that could complete you.

I couldn't complete you, Felix.

You wanted someone who'd be there for you whenever.

I'm sorry that I couldn't be there with you.

I had to work 3 jobs to make enough money to visit you.

You wanted someone who could cuddle with you at anytime.

I'm sorry that I couldn't cuddle with you.

I had to work 'till 12 A.M. just to earn even more money.

You might think I just cared about the money,

But why'd I'd spend it all on you?

I bought food, clothes,

Everything.

When I made enough money to visit you in Australia, you denied me.

You told me that we were over.

You said sorry, but were you really sorry?

After all I had to go through, sorry is the only word you can come up with.

But you shouldn't be sorry.

I should.

I'm sorry, Felix.

For everything.

I'm sorry that I couldn't be perfect.

I'm sorry I could never cuddle with you.

I'm sorry I didn't meet your expectations.

I'm sorry I was a burden in our relationship.

I'm sorry I couldn't buy you everything in this world.

I'm sorry I couldn't love you correctly.

I'm sorry for it all.

But don't forgive me.

It's all my fault.

But, I'm glad you're happy now.

I'm glad you're with him.

He'll treat you better.

I never could.

I love you, Felix.

I hope we'll meet again in the future.

If there even will be a future.

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