- waves . h y u n l i x ✔

- intro

Dear Hyunjin,

It's me, Felix.

I want to make this quick because I have to go somewhere.

Somewhere special.

Somewhere where we always went.

Hyunjin.

I love you.

With all of my heart, I will always love you and I always have.

I apologize for breaking up with you so suddenly.

I didn't want to.

But I had to.

I didn't want to die.

I was threatened.

You don't know how many times I cried to myself that night.

I wished that none of this would've happened.

I wish the world was a happier place.

But it isn't, Hyunjin.

The world doesn't give you mercy.

It doesn't spare you.

It's unfair and I hate it.

But, aside from all that, I'll never stop loving you.

I don't want you to die either.

I don't want you to sacrifice your life for me.

I want you to live.

I should be the one dead.

That's why I'm going to our special place.

The bridge by the beach we always went to.

I'll jump off it.

I don't want to see you cry and suffer.

I want to die so that way I could go up to the heavens and protect you.

I'll kill anyone who hurts you.

But...

When you die, you just die.

Right?

I want to go to heaven, Hyunjin.

To see you.

To protect you.

To love you.

I'll always love you. Forever.

Forever and ever and ever.

I love you.

- Felix

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