- waves . h y u n l i x ✔

- WAVES

Our love was nothing but a sea.

At first, it's calming.

Enchanting.

Caring.

But then as it all falls apart, the winds come.

It blows, the sea turning dark.

The waves crash viciously against the rocks.

Our love crashed viciously against our hearts.

Our love fell apart, separating out bond.

I wonder why you left me, Felix.

If it's personal, I understand.

I also had my reasons.

I thought that I was useless.

That I didn't care enough for you.

I keep trying to block these thoughts, but you're making me this hard for me.

I hope that my tears are big enough to create another sea.

Another sea that I could drown in.

Your love was the sea I drowned in.

I never got out.

I couldn't.

I still can't.

Because I still love you.

I don't want to have these tears, anymore, but it's hard, Felix.

I miss you.

I want you.

I love you.

I want you to come back.

But you can't.

Because you're happier.

I don't want to take that happiness away from you.

I'm sorry, Felix.

I'll leave you now.

I'm sorry that our love didn't last long.

It was my mistake for falling in love with someone that was too good for me.

I didn't deserve your love.

Your honestly.

Your loyalty.

I'll go now.

If you want to find me, don't.

I might as well end it all if you don't even care.

I'm sorry, Felix.

But remember that I still love you.

Even if I die this very minute, I'll still love you.

I'll go now.

I'll go drown in the sea.

The sea that was always there for me.

The sea that has no escape.

Your love is that sea.

- Hyunjin

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