- waves . h y u n l i x ✔

AND

❝ — it comes and goes in waves,
it always does, it always does.
we watch as our young hearts fade,
into the flood, into the flood. ❞

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Is this a bad decision?

Dying out of nowhere with no warning?

Well, at least we're even now, aren't we?

You left me with no warning and now I'm dying with no warning.

I wonder what it feels like.

To die.

Do you just die on the spot or will God give you a few more seconds to live?

I don't want to do this, but I have to.

I don't want to suffer anymore.

I don't want to be lonely anymore.

I don't want to cry anymore.

I don't want to live in pain seeing you happy with someone else.

It hurts me.

Inside.

My tears keep on rushing out of my eyes but I can't control them.

I really need you, Felix.

I want to kiss you.

To hug you.

To tell you how much I've missed you.

But we're so far away.

Why can't I stop crying?

I want to stop, Felix.

I need too.

But gravity's not a good friend.

I feel like I'm being pushed down.

Like I NEED to die.

I don't want to die.

But then again, I bet you want me to.

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