The room was silent, bar Yuta's soft snores.
Sicheng, however, couldn't sleep.
His mind was racing with thoughts,
thoughts he'd rather not have.
He didn't want to bother Yuta,
mainly because he knew the boy was stressed,
but before he could think,
he heard his own voice sound, "Yuta?"
Shuffling.
Yuta had turned around to face his boyfriend,
with a confused look on his face,
albeit a bright smile, still.
"What's wrong, baby bear?"
He asked,
and Sicheng's heart sped up.
He really loved the man,
but he was afraid.
"W-Would you be upset if I died? I feel like I'm not wanted by anyone,"
Faster than light,
Yuta enveloped Sicheng in a front hug, and proceed to shower his face in soft, butterfly kisses.
His hands were encircled around Sicheng's waist protectively, and he cuddled his soulmate in his arms, hoping that these thoughts didn't happen very often.
"Of course I'd be upset if you died," Yuta reached around for Sicheng's hands, as he intertwined their hands in silence, he just smiled softly. "You mean so much to me, are you kidding?"
"I-I've just been sad recently, I'm sorry."
"No." Yuta kissed his hand softly, "Don't you dare apologise for anything, Chengie, you mean the entire world to me and I know relationships aren't always sunshine and rainbows, but I'm willing to go through everything for you, my baby, and I will do that. I'm so glad to be able to call you my boyfriend, okay, angel? Please, I love you the most, no matter what anyone else says. I'll always love you so much, no matter what happens to either of you. I would be absolutely heart-broken if you left me because you make me feel so, so loved, okay baby? P-please, don't do anything."
Yuta's heart yearned for Sicheng,
his tears never ending,
worrying for him.
What if he always felt like this?
Did Yuta insinuate that he didn't care?
Did Sicheng really think that Yuta didn't love him?
Did he really believe that people would be better off without him?
"I love you," Sicheng's voice shakily let out,
sobbing.
"I love you more."
"Impossible." He wiped his tears away,
just lucky he had someone like Yuta in his life.
What on Earth would I do without you, Yuta.
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hi not to be gay or anything but that paragraph was so easy to write because it was just me criyng over my girlfriend okay anyway! i love nct and my girlfriend goodnight streaks
