Galaxies Away

20. Calc

i should have been doing calculus.
I should have been calculating derivatives and placing them on a graph, tracing the change in y across the change in x

But I'm too in love with the derivatives of something else. I want to know everything about him, about me,
I want to write a brilliant story, and trace the change in my soul across my change in age, or "physical decay"

But how can one measure such things... I'm worried about my financial graph, once I graduate,
Because the humanities are under attack.

A Bachelor's Degree in English Literature and I might work at TJ Max, all the while writing a thesis, managing a future husband, and maybe (if I'm not careful) a child. And now I track the derivatives of my state, trace the change in income across the the change in expenses, and don't even get me started on debt.

I always wondered what it was like to marry into money, before I met him... but not many women are happy are they?

So I'll draw the charts and the graphs in calculus... I need to, and I'll draw the charts in my life... I have to

It's nothing new, I'm sure it won't be that bad. And there's nothing we can't do together...