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So, if you haven't for some reason already heard, loli is over. Again. We gave it a second chance, and it wasn't lovely. I'm not even mad, just disappointed. Disappointed he had no hope in the end and I wished he considered doing it when I was stable.

It's been a while since we separated. People still snicker about him and make fun of me, but that's expected. I sent him a letter a while ago, just because. He got it recently but won't be able to send anything back because I covered all my information.

Currently, I'm helping a l(g)btq+ member find his sexuality. He has said he was gay all his life  but is starting to think he's bisexual. So, I guess I'm like his "guinea pig" that he's experimenting with. It might seem like I've moved on very quickly, but I'm still dragging my feet. I still love Oliver. This "relationship" I'm currently in isn't serious, nor is it really real.

But, I realized something ever since we parted. If he loved me and cared, he would've had more hope.

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