somethings never change

park and phone calls

chaptet eight:

park and phone calls

my friends have different life ways ,every single on of us living her life In a different way sally living her life planing for her life  she want hardly to improve herself to everyone she wants every thing to be perfect I love her so much and I respect the fact that she us building her futuer from now

while eva doesn't think at all she live for today ,and doesn't care what hapoened tomorow.. and she likes to comfort her self but she doesn't find her self cofortable in her own house she said that she feels the comfort only when she is with us her friends

britney is the sweet one she doesn't want any of us to fell bad because of her , she study so hard because she have a dream if becoming a doctor she doesn't want any patient to die, she kinda get this goal because of her dad cancer that made him die before she even get to have a memorie with him

and now me. I don't know how I live its hard to judge your self I love the life im living but I hate to chang I don't like changes, I don't know I even don't change my phone home screen picture because I don't like it to be changed and when I decide to change it after few minutes I'll put the old one again, is this bad I don't know actually maybe thats why I felt bad about my friends leaving , because it's such a big changing in my life and when they go I can't have them back again

(what are you thinking of ) britney asked me looking curiously at my face

( nothing I like to be quite when Im on the swing) I told her

we were at the park and yeah her grandfather is ok right now so when she getted back to her house I wanted to see her I really missed her so I took her the park

( I talked to sally she said its beutiful where she is but she missed us  she want to spend the senior year with us but she can't)britney said looking at the kids in the other swing

(I miss her too but you know what we liked didn't happen so lets like what happened) I told her

(nice words by the way I think sally is going to  visit her grand mother here, so we finnaly going to see her) britney told me feeling excited

(really cant wait) I told britney

(yeah I forgot sorry about the picnic we worked and planned hard for it )britney said

(its ok what mattered that your grandfather is ok now) I told her smiling

(Im really sorry again )she said

(britney don't be sorry you didn't do anything we planned for something that didn't happened ok that's not the first time .actually I learned that planing might be good but when things happened just like random it's better) i told britney

(that means we are not gonna plan for another picnic) britney said

(umm if you want we could go but we are not going to be over think about it  .its gonnabe fine and thats it) I said

(I made the vas I used my dad's colors ) britney told me

(oh im sure it's pretty ) I told her

(I'll show it to you) she said taking her phone out of her pocket

she showed me a photo of a mint vas with a pink polkadots that have glitter lining the dots its was very nice I really loved it

(oh my god its so cute I really like it) I told her

(my dad colors make it even more special  and becaus its for you a very special person) britney told me

(aww thanks) I said then I gave her a kiss on the cheeks

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( sara I cant handel it I can't belive this is hapening) eva told me crying while we were talking on the phone

(eva please stop crying it doesn't worth all of your tears) I told eva trying to make her feel better

(sara so what do you want me to do i'm lost I don't deserve to live ,i think it would be good if I died) she said I can feel her she is tired I can tell that by her voice

of course she tired because all this crying

(don't ever think of this  of course you deserve to live everyone deserves to live. you did nothing wrong you better not hurt your self because it would hurt me more seeing funny crazy eva falls down and refused to fight) I told getting scared of her words she might really hurt her self

(if my mom doesn't want me why did she take me with her then

you won't belive how casualy she told me that she got engaged like it's a nothing, and if she wants to live her life fine let her live but why did she involved me in it) eva told me I can feel the anger in her voice

then she continued to say

(the worst of it all that she told me to go to my aunt house to have fun I know that she wants to get rid,  of me she could send me to my father house but no I might be happy there so lets get all miserable)

I can't belive how much this girl carying a weight of problems on her shoulders she is suffering alot because of her parents they don't deserve her that shiny great teenager

(eva do what ever you think the right I cant decide for you If you want , you could get back to live with your father if thats your choice or give your mom another chance ) I told eva

(I don't know if my father really wants me what if he was worst than mom) eva said

(I don't know do you wanna live with him if you want to ,call him and let us see what would happened im pretty sure he missed his own little daughter) I said

(ok we'll see) eva said with a hope

(ok how do you feel now)I asked

(better, thanks)eva answerd

(do you need anything) I asked

(no thanks) she answered

(ok bey) I said

(bey) eva said

that girl I wish if I can do anything to make her feel better

I feel bad for her when she shows that she doesn't care and just living to have fun and when she always make us laugh and the smile never leaves her face but deep inside does she have a smile in her heart

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