Euphoria || Chanlix

✨Part 1✨

Chan's POV:

Lee Felix, what are you doing to me?

It's all I can think of, as I lay awake, staring at the plain white ceiling of mine and Changbin's shared bedroom, trying to block the god-awful noises that are currently coming out of what seems to be all of his facial orifices.

I've had this thought running through my mind for the past 4 months. Just thinking about him sends me into a state of euphoria. Hearing his deep soothing voice is making me go stir crazy. More and more by the day. The way his ears spring up and his tail sways from side to side when he's happy, and the way he-
Chan! Stop this, stop thinking about him like that, you're going to get a- - too late. I guess I've got to go and sort that out now.

I'm starting to think that the others are picking up on my quickly ever-growing feelings for Felix. I've noticed Changbin and Hyunjin peering over to me and then whispering between themselves when we're all hanging out in our respective bedrooms at night and Hyunjin sneaks in to cuddle with Changbin. God it's hard watching those two be so cutesy together, especially in the situation that I have found myself in.

I'm pretty sure that the only person who hasn't picked up on my feelings towards Felix, is Felix himself. It's either that, or he just really wants to tease my feelings, by surprising me with his warm bear hugs, and buying my favourite snacks when he wants to watch a movie with someone because he always chooses either the saddest, or the scariest films that he could find. Obviously I would watch them with him, snacks or not, as he likes to cuddle up close to me and then normally ends up falling asleep in my lap, his cute little snores drown my ears out to all of the other sounds in the room, literally. The fire alarm could go off and he wouldn't hear it!

I feel like I should tell Felix how I feel about him, or maybe just notify the others on my situation, to get their opinions on the matter at hand. I just don't know if I want him to find out, by the other guys, as they can be a bit blunt sometimes. Especially when it comes to things like this. I'll always remember the time that Jisung quietly mentioned to Seungmin, that he had a small crush on Minho, and then Seungmin just blurted it out to the whole room. Which subsequently included Minho himself. I mean, even after a few days of awkward silence, and a lot of blushing when near to each other, they did eventually do up together, so maybe it wouldn't be such a bad idea to let them know how I'm feeling.

I wrap my tail around me, and try to close my eyes to get some sleep, when something hits me. Oh shit, not now Felix. You can't start now, not whilst I'm around.

CHANNNNIIIIEEEE........

Oh shit.

I can hear Felix calling me from his bedroom. He must be so scared as this is his first ever heat. I mean, I knew it was going to happen soon, his scent was becoming a little bit stronger every day, but I didn't think that he would start yet! I was sure that he would last at least a few more days, just enough for me to find somewhere else to sleep whilst it's happening.

The strong smell of Felix's sweet, sweet aroma, is completely surrounding me, urging me in to him. But I just can't. Just because I'm the only in-mated Alpha in our group, doesn't mean that I can just go and mark him as mine. He has to want me to mark him, to be with him forever. He doesn't want that, all he wants right now, is for someone, anyone, to help to ease the pain that he's currently in, and I just so happen to be the closest that he is going to get to that tonight, at least.

I get up and lock our bedroom door, as I hear Minho, Jisung, Seungmin, Woojin and Jeongin, all trying to calm Felix down, trying to get him to stop crying out to me, as they know that I'm going to be in a lot of pain trying to resist the young Omega's cries.

Changbin and Hyunjin are both awakened by the sound of the scrams and yells, that are coming from across the hallway, and probably as well as me pacing around the room, locking the door and trying to gather my remaining thoughts, that aren't about Felix.... there aren't very many. They both immediately get up and start trying to comfort me, rubbing my ears and trying to get me, to have completely random and totally unrelated-to-the-situation conversations with them. All the while, the only sounds that I could hear, were Felix's soft mewls, coming from his room. He sounded like he was in so much pain.

I can't take this anymore. I stand up, and head towards our door. Changbin and Hyunjin try to stop me, but can't hold me back, from getting to Felix's bedroom door.

Felexsu? Baby? Are you okay in there!?

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I hope that you enjoyed Part One of my story, and look forward to Part Two, that will be coming very soon!!
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