Bucket list (Tom Holland x reader)

Part five

Toms POV*
I woke up with the sun shining. I had a migraine and I couldn't remember what happened last night. I looked over to my side and I saw y/n sleeping. I jumped and hit my head on my nightstand which made my head hurt even more.
T) ow
Y/n looked over the bed and saw me on the floor.
Y) are you ok?
T) yeah no
I laughed bad so did y/n. Y/n helped me up.
T) do you remember what happened last night?
Y) you don't?
T) yeah all I remember is taking a lot of shots then blacking out
Y) oh well I went looking for you and I saw you making out with a random girl and I ran outside and haz came and comforted me. After awhile we got you and forces you into the car. You fell asleep in my shoulder so haz helped you into the house then he left. I put some blankets on you and I was about to leave when you asked me to stay. So I did and you asked me if I was mad and I was a little bit but I forgave you and then we went to sleep.
I could tell she left somethings out but I didn't question it.
T) wow I'm sorry
Y) it's fine
I did feel bad, but I went to the kitchen to eat breakfast and to take something to get rid of this migraine.

Your POV*
I didn't tell tom what haz told me or that Tom loved me. I mean he was drunk I just don't think I should get into a relationship when I'm dying. It would break toms heart, and I don't want that to happen.
Time skip*
Tom finished filming in London and now it was time to go to Venice. Tom and I got close and I started to have feelings for him. But I only have eight months left. Anyway we got packing and me, haz, Tom, and I guess Harry was going with us, went to the airport and went to Venice. The plane ride wasn't that long so I slept the entire flight. I woke up when the planes wheels came down. We went to the car and of course fans came to see Tom. A few people asked if we were dating and I said we are just friends. Tom looked a little hurt and I didn't want to be just friends I wanted to be more. I still haven't told him about that night. We got in the hotel and we had the most beautiful view. Tom came up to me and stood next to me
Y) hey tom what's up
T) nothing just enjoying the view
I always got nervous when it was just me and Tom. Like is he going to say that he's in love with me?
T) y/n I have to tell you something
Oh no.....

A/n: sorry it's short and it took awhile to publish but I hope you enjoy