Glitter eyeshadow l.h

14*

*nicky's pov*

"Do you remember that time jack cut your hair" luke said as I shook my head

"Don't bring that up that was traumatic for me" I said as he smiled as we spoke about our childhood memories from being family friends all of our lives "worse part was Jack blamed it on Ben for so long I didn't speak to him for a solid 3 months" I said as Luke took hold of my hand as we walked down the street

"How about when we used to talk about our future like we had any idea what would happen" luke said as I smiled remembering the chats we'd have in my bedroom when I'd come home from school and he'd finished band practice

"I forgot about them ha I bet you can't remember anything I said" I said as he shrugged

"It's probably not even the same as you want now" he said as I shook my hair

"Nope 14 year old me was pretty spot on" I said as he nodded "come on then let's see how well you really know me noodle head" I said as he laughed

"Noodle head?"

"What would you rather I called you dickhead"

"Okay Nicola you want 4 kids 2 boys 2 girls in the order boy girl boy girl" he said as my eyes widened

"Wow impressive noodles" I said as he rolled his eyes as I giggled hugging his side

"Noodles isn't my name" he said as we got nearer to the tour bus

"Neither is Lucas but you let me call you that" I said as he nodded and he opened the tour bus door

As we walked in I saw kensie stand up when she saw us and walk into what the boys called the 'games room' because that's where the Xbox was. She didn't wanna talk to me and that killed me I felt my heart had broken. I'd lied to my best friend for over 6 months she was going to find out at some point I just didn't want it to be like this not from me and Luke arguing. An empty feeling entered my stomach as I realised I could of lost my best friend because of a lie and a mistake. I found myself losing grip on Luke's and and ran to the bathroom on the bus and began bringing up everything inside me making Luke rush after me before rubbing my back like he had done multiple times before.

As Luke soothed me there was a voice from outside the door that made Lukes head shot up

"What did you just say" he snapped as the voice repeated it's self this time being loud enough so I could hear

"I said she's an attention seeker who obviously as usual just made herself throw up" a voice I knew was kensie's said as a tear left my eyes. That's what she thought all of these years I'm an attention seeker that makes themselves throw up that's all I am to her and probably everyone else on the bus. As the shouts between my boyfriend and kensie got louder I stood in the doorway of the bathroom crying and watching as the other boys intervened.

"NO LUKE OPEN YOUR EYES" she spat as I caught eye contact with Ashton and began crying more feeling extremely alone as he walked over to me slowly

"I DON'T NEED TO OPEN MY EYES KENSIE"

"YOU SAID IT YOURSELF LUKE SHES AN ATTENTION SEEKER WHYS IT SO BAD IF I AGREE SHE CHEATED ON YOU LUKE DON'T WASTE YOUR TIME" she said as my breathing became unsteady and I felt as if my head was about to explode

All of this arguing was because of me everything I did was wrong I only ever made people angry and that's all I'd ever do. As Ashton touched my shoulder letting me know he was with me I felt myself collapse into his arms as everything became dark and the shouting disappeared...