Unwanted A Kim Taehyung x Reader story

7

Y/N POV

You opened your eyes and noticed you were in your room. You looked around and saw the IV going from a pole to your arm.

You start to slowly sit up when you hear a knock at your door. Before you could answer, the door opens and Master Jin walked in.

"Ah, you are awake. How are you feeling?" Jin walks closer to your bed.

"I am feeling better thank you." You whisper but Master Jin was able to hear you.

"I am sorry I caused so much trouble." You kept your head down. You did not dare look at Master Jin. You were ashamed that collapsed and required medical aid.

"You did not cause any trouble. You should let Mr. Lee know if you are not feeling well. Please don't be embarrassed if you need a day off. None of us want any of the staff to over exert yourselves." Jin flashes a smile as he tries to comfort you.

You did not even realize that your arms were exposed and all your scars were on display.  Your eyes widen and you try to hide your arms under the blanket.

"I don't want to be inconsiderate but could you tell me how you got the scars on your arms, legs, and back. I saw them while I was examining you. Oh and please don't worry. Ms. Choi and Ms. Park were the ones who changed your clothes." Master Jin spoke softly and calmly.

"How many people saw them?" You gently rubbed your arms as you spoke.

"Only myself and Namjoon. We figured you did not want them to be seen by anyone else." Master Jin replied.

You sighed while you mentally prepared yourself to explain the scars. Part of you did not want to tell the story. Telling it meant reliving it and you hated that. Before you had a chance to speak there was another knock at the door.

Master Jin got up and opened the door just a crack to see who was at the door. He opened the door wider to let Master Namjoon in. Master Jin closed the door and locked it. Master Jin and Master Namjoon had seen your scars but Master Jin knew that you would not want anyone else barging in.

Both Masters pull chairs to sit next to your bed. "So Y/n you were going to tell me about the scars." Master Jin was trying to be as delicate as possible.

You sigh again before speaking. "Most of the scars I got from the staff at the orphanage I lived in. I was beaten for different reasons. No matter how much I obeyed their rules they would beat me. As I got older the staff realized that they realized that they could make money off of me. They would let men pay to ummm have their way with me. The staff charged different amounts based on what the men wanted. The more they wanted to get away with the more they were charged." Tears started to fall as you spoke. Master Namjoon held your hand while you continued to speak.

"After the men would leave I could do nothing but cry. After crying I would feel numb and I hated that feeling. To me emotional pain was worse than physical pain. When I feel numb I would cut myself so I could feel something, even physical pain. It took me years before I finally had the guts to run away. I stole some money and ran." You sniffled as you finished speaking.

Namjoon's POV

I could not believe my ears as Y/n told her story. How was she able to live day by day as she was being abused so brutally. She probably felt more resentment to humans than most vampires felt.

She had never felt loved or even wanted by anyone and that made my chest tighten.

"Y/n, please know that you can come to me or Jin if you need to talk." I knew as I spoke those words what her response would be.