Until the End of Time, I Promise ~ (Kakashi x Reader)

Old Times (Chapter 24)

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You couldn't let her indulge into the same fate you had yourself. Your mind slowly began to go black; you were letting your dark thoughts take over. You were letting Seraphim take over:

"I swear to the angels above if you dare lay a finger on my little sister I will banish you to the depths of hell! I will rip you to pieces and make sure you won't be able to come back!"

Old Times

Your (e/c) eyes stared out into the sky like they always seemed to do. The navy blue colors flashed past your eyes, every night-sky different than the last.

You were out in the open, laying in the grass. The white stars shined bright, each one different from the other. There wasn't a cloud on this lifeless night, it was perfect. The moon wasn't quite full yet, but it didn't bother you. The sky always seemed to put you into a trance-like state.

You always felt like a new person when basking in the darkness of the night, it always found a way to fill you with a sense of security.

You finally felt at peace.

Yet, this peace wouldn't last for long.

Only if it could last forever, but he would be waiting for your return. Pushing yourself from the ground, you began your adventure back to Orochimaru.

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"Welcome back (Y/n)!" The godawful voice cheered, "I've been waiting for your return... now, where are the papers?" You groaned and nearly threw the papers in his face, he glared at you in return.

You soon turned your back on the vermin and began walking back to your room. You despised that man with a passion and there was no way to go around that feeling.

This place... you disliked this hell of a home as well, everything about it. The way he kept people in here for his own pleasure was sickening. He disgusted you, yet you were here again with him.

You were mad, pissed that you were stuck with him again. You just wanted to kill him like... like you always wanted too.

You hated yourself at the moment, "why am I here!" You snarled as you hit a wall, cracking it. Your hand began to throb with pain as you continued to walk again:

"You hate yourself don't you?" The voice in your head sung in a malevolent tone. "Do it~"

You could feel your teeth grind against each other, the same words repeated over again. The taunting voices encouraging you to just do it. "Shut up... shut up... shut up!" You shouted as your head ached from this constant torture.

It felt like the plague, no matter what you did or where you when, there was always something there to torment you. "Why can't I just be left alone!?"

You were stuck in this constant loop, nowhere to go and nowhere to call home. You are now a threat to the only home you had. You are now an enemy to your family and friends. You shook your head at the thought of fighting anyone of them.

Your heart sunk to the bottom of your chest, you felt extremely guilty. You did this all for yourself, not once thinking about everyone else. You came here of your own free-will. You put yourself back in this never-ending torment.

You betrayed yourself in the end.

Selfish.

The question of 'who am I' had already been answered for you back in the Hidden Leaf. Still, you refused to accept that answer, you weren't satisfied. You needed to find the answer for yourself and look where it got you.