(A/N: I guess I only feel the need to write poetry when my heart hurts because of an ex. So here we go. This is the same person the last few are about. My ex-boyfriend Ben. but also just in general as well about a few other people. -Amber)
when you look
into your mirror
at 9pm
do you like who you see?or do you feel
the feeling?
the same one
as me?the sinking pit
the realization
everything you touch
you ruinI found our photos today
I want to scream but I just cry
a pit of emptiness
is all that's left insideI used to think
that if I wanted something
with enough force
I could make it mineif that were true
I never would have
ended up
with youthere once was a girl
with bright eyes
who lit up
every time she saw minebut over time
that spark turned to fear
and I realized I ruined her
just like you would do to methen along came a boy
with the same name as you
he was friendly and open
and I thought he was truebut he'd been ruined
a long time before
wasn't willing to open
loves fragile doorfor the longest time
I thought we would be
forever and always
but things aren't always as they seemand when push came to shove
you were gone
I had nowhere to turn
only a pile of ruinafter you I thought
I had found myself
smitten with a boy
who had everything I wantedbut he only wanted me
every once in awhile
made fun of me
for having feelingsthen along came a girl
of which I was sure
she was sending me the signals
and she was oh so maturebut soon I found
her heart was not mine
it belonged to another
for quite some timenow we're back
where we started
back to square one
only this time there's no one to ruin
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both great and small
PoetryThis is going to be a book of poems and songs and maybe a play or two written by yours truly and friends that ask. If you would like a poem or song published in here you can pm it to me and tell me the title and if you want it posted anonymously or...