sexual tension | ethan dolan | discontinued

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hot tub confessions

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"do you want to get in the hot tub" grayson asked us as we sit on the balcony of the hotel we're in, in las vegas

we decided to take a roadtrip and ended up in vegas

"yeah, let's play a game" i suggest as we all get in the hot tub "what game" ethan asks "never have i ever" i say and they go ooooo

"are we drinking" jay asks "if you want to jay" i say and he grabs a couple bottles of vodka and some other stuff and sits in the tub

"okay never have i ever been skinny dipping" i say starting off the game since i've never done that. jay, ethan and grayson all take a sip of the vodka "really? you've never been skinny dipping" ethan asks "nope never" i say "you haven't lived"

the game went on and as we got drunker the questions got...messier

"never have i ever had sex on the beach" ethan asks and we all laugh and i'm the only one to take a sip "okay you all haven't lived" we all start laughing again "never have i ever had sex in a car" grayson says "give me that bottle, car sex is the best sex" i say and ethan says "amen" and i chug the liquid that's burning the hell out of my throat and i pass the bottle to jay after he takes a sip, ethan does, "gray you've only had sex in a bed haven't you" jay says and he nods and puts his head down, we laugh and decide to head inside

"oh shit, it's late, i'm going to bed" i slur and head towards the bedroom, for some snazzy hotel there's only one bed.... jay decided to sleep on the couch so i was sharing with ethan and grayson but who knows if they'll end up in the bed

i over hear the guys talking "i like her but i don't want to ruin our friendship, you know" i hear ethan say and i immediately think the worst, he likes someone else, he doesn't like me

"bro, you'll never know if you don't talk to her" i hear jay say, he's supposed to be on my side, maybe it's the alcohol talking but i want to go out there right now and kiss him and tell him how i feel but he obviously doesn't feel the same

"she's just so perfect and i want her" i hear ethan say with frustration "you're lucky i'm a chill brother and i don't try to kill you" i hear jay laugh and then i hear the twins laugh

but that's when it hit me, they ARE talking about me, ethan likes ME, and i like him

"just go tell her" gray says "i want to but i want to tell her when the time is right" he says and the boys agree "e, i'll sleep out here, you go sleep in for bed with her" "just don't be too loud when you fuck her" jay says making me giggle and i hear ethan snack him

i hear him walk towards the door and i pretend to be sleeping and he climbs into bed "kennedy are you awake" i hear him whisper and i don't answer then i feel his arm around me and i roll over so my face is in his chest "good night beautiful" i smile and fall asleep in his arms

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she knows...i wonder what's going to happen next...