"you can't help it but stare at their face, their voice becomes your favorite sound, you smile to yourself with out realizing it, they're suddenly all you think about, suddenly your world becomes a satelite orbiting around them, they become your world" he said smiling to himself
"sungjae, have you ever been in love?" I asked
"Yeah" he said bitterly smiling "but she didn't like me back. So I promised myself I wouldn't fall in love again"
"yah, you make this love thing sound scary" I said
"It is, but at first you're too blind to see it, be careful" he said patting my bald head, sending tingles throughout my body.
"Suga said, that I should fall in love before I die whether it be bad or good" I said and looked up "Is love really that amazing?"
"No" sungjae said "run away from it while you can it will just leave you hurt, it doesn't last forever"
"Sungjae, Just because she didn't love you back, you can't blame love." I said
"Then who do I blame?" he said bitterly smiling
"Nobody and nothing is as fault" I replied "Why is everybody so obsessed with blaming themselves and their feelings, it's not like people can control it"
"How did you become so smart?" He asked
"I'm not smart, my mind is just much more simplistic than yours, you see everything from your perspective, but me, I see it frpm everybodys" I said "Lets go now, kaja"
after lunch, I walked back to class with Sungjae but he was more quiet now/
"Sungjae, is something wrong?" I asked waving my hand in front of his face
"huh" he said looking up and broke from his spaced out state "oh, it's just what you said made me think a bit that's all"
"Wow, words have that much impact on people?" I asked in amusement
"You're pretty dumb when it comes to these topics" he said and ran to class
"YAH!" I screamed and chased after him
But I accidentally bumped into Suga
"Biane Suga" I bowed
"So I see you and Sungjae, he seems to really like you" He said
"I'll make sure he doesn't, I don't want to grant you a wish" I said and ran off to look for sungjae oppa.
"Yah sungjae, we have to get to class bali!" I said
"You're not like most girls" he said panting
"Yeah, I'm one of the few who don't own hair" I said in my 'duh' tone
"No, not your appearance, your personality in general" he said as he brushed himself "most girls dream of finding their true love, spend their time day dreaming, or trying to ignore it and hide, but you, you are seriously so clueless, if you are looking for an answer to love there isn't"
"Okay then, that was really random" I said slowly turning away
"Ah sorry, I tend to blurt out my thoughts at times, didn't mean to scare you or anything" he said and blushed
"Hey! You're blushing! Are you shy? Embaressed? Ooh do you like me?" I said in a joking manner
"Is it too soon to say that I might?" He said getting even redder.
Suga walked and overheard.
"I get a wish" he smirked
But I ignored Suga, I looked at Sungjae wide eyed.
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Suga coated (bangtan and BTOB fanfic)
FanfictionKira is a half Japanese half korean who was abandoned at the age of three after her parents found out she was diagnosed with breast cancer, she hid this secret for years until highschool when her wig had accidentally been misplaced in front if the w...
