What did i do
why did you say that
am i that big of a disappointment
do i make you mad just talking
the word
the word pierced through my heart
and is engraved into my head
I wasn't even talking to you
yet you called me
...
a
...
fucking
...
bitch
...
I look up to you
you care for me
and all i do is thank you and always try to make you happy
yet you called me that
After you said those words
I couldn't breathe
i looked down
you looked at me with fire in your eyes
telling me to go upstairs and never come out
of my room
do you hate me that bad
do i annoy you that much
I walked upstairs
trying to hold back the tears
before i entered my room
i felt one salty tear slip down my cheek
I looked at you hoping you would look back
and comfort me
you busy with the dog
I walked into my room and broke down
that five letter word hurt so bad
In the one place i felt like i can be myself
you destroyed me
I already didn't have any self esteem
now it's even lower
that five letter word
hurt worse than the blade that slices my skin every night
Words hurt more than actions
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My Mind
Teen FictionSometimes, you have to write what you feel and what's in your head in hopes someone will notice and care...