The Word

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What did i do

why did you say that

am i that big of a disappointment

do i make you mad just talking

the word

the word pierced through my heart

and is engraved into my head

I wasn't even talking to you

yet you called me

...

a

...

fucking

...

bitch

...

I look up to you

you care for me

and all i do is thank you and always try to make you happy

yet you called me that

After you said those words

I couldn't breathe

i looked down

you looked at me with fire in your eyes

telling me to go upstairs and never come out

of my room

do you hate me that bad

do i annoy you that much

I walked upstairs

trying to hold back the tears 

before i entered my room 

i felt one salty tear slip down my cheek

I looked at you hoping you would look back

and comfort me

you busy with the dog

I walked into my room and broke down

that five letter word hurt so bad

In the one place i felt like i can be myself

you destroyed me

I already didn't have any self esteem

now it's even lower

that five letter word

hurt worse than the blade that slices my skin every night

Words hurt more than actions

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