My Mind

Red

Dear Best Friend,

You helped me when i was down

you drew these beautiful drawings in the color red

even though you hurt me

i never wanted to leave you

Your the only one that really cared

I know our relationship is wrong 

But i need you

want

i want you

People will find out

they will ask about the scars you leave

This has to stop

im sorry but we are over

I know i have said this before but i mean it this time

I want to wear shorts again and short sleeves

and not have to worry if someone touches my scars

This is for the better,

Your drawings in the color red were very beautiful.

i will miss you 

but hopefully this pill the doctor gave me will help me forget

and remember how to be happy

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