(First of all,This story is going to be ending soon sorry and my friends seem to think I'm obsessed with Dolan twins but I'm really not just because I know all these facts I've been watching them since 2014 (5 yrs)before they even started yt I found them on vine I followed them on their journey to now 9 million subs and that's how I know a lot about them and it kinda hurts me how they think I'm obsessed when I've repeatedly told them I'm not. And I'm writing this In maths with my head of year loool ANYWAY BACK TO THA STOREY)
It hurts to not know what's wrong with you,the reason you are where you are it's sad.
I really want to know why I'm here in this place it hurts.
I look at the digital clock next to me and I see the time 7:35am I stare up at the ceiling for 5 minutes and I look back at the clock 12:58pm it was over my life was over the fact that nobody walks in and talks to me shocks me.
*2 days later* I have recently found out I have lung cancer now I feel like I'm similar to everyone in here. It is my birthday today,the best birthday present by far is finding out you have cancer. Grayson walks in with a box he says happy birthday and passes me the box I sit up and open it it was filled with beanies about 72 beanies I don't know where he got all these but I love the gift, considering the fact that my hair is falling out due to chemo.
*A few years later*
I've been bald for ages it's kinda fun and I'm due to end in a few days the last time I saw my family except Grayson was the day I heard Grayson and my mother arguing the last time I saw Grayson was out last birthday it's now our birthday in 4 days and I'm gonna write my goodbye letter hopefully someone will see it yesterday I was hooked up to a heart monitor machine I mean it's about time.
——————————— Dear Family, Grayson I want you to grow up and have a great job and lovely family and have happiness. However Mom,dad FUCK YOU you probably didnt even know I was diagnosed with cancer you probably think I've left the hospital having a great life but no I'm bald dying and lonely and Cameron I don't know if you knew but I have or had lung cancer I battled for my life but cancer won like it always does it beat me down until I was under ground. I hope your happy Parents IM GONE like you always wished because I didn't deserve to have Grayson stay with me YES I HEARD I didn't deserve anything according to you. In a year you'll forget I'm gone coz I'm not really much to you am I ,visit my grave talk to me, maybe if you didn't leave I wouldn't be sad I would be happy and would of made the most out of my time left- I started coughing I coughed up blood once again and there was blood on the paper- sorry about the blood I just coughed it up hope you don't mind anyway It's about time I leave BECAUSE IM FUCKING USELESS Goodbye have fun living without me
~your dead son/brother/fuck up Ethan Grant Dolan ——————————— I put the letter in my envelope which read :
Ethan Open at funeral and read out loud to everyone there thanks xx
I laid it on my bedside table and laid down and waited for the last beep
-Ethan's funeral- Grayson POV
I look at the letter that was delivered randomly to the funeral and read it to the only people there Me,Alya,mom dad and Cameron I forced them to come "GUYS LISTEN UP" They all looked "I HAVE A DEATH LETTER IN MY HAND FROM ETHAN AND YOU ALL NEED TO FUCKING LISTEN" I cleared my throat and started reading
"Dear Family, Grayson I want you to grow up and have a great job and lovely family and have happiness. However Mom,dad FUCK YOU you probably didnt even know I was diagnosed with cancer you probably think I've left the hospital having a great life but no I'm bald dying and lonely and Cameron I don't know if you knew but I have or had lung cancer I battled for my life but cancer won like it always does it beat me down until I was under ground. I hope your happy Parents IM GONE like you always wished because I didn't deserve to have Grayson stay with me YES I HEARD I didn't deserve anything according to you. In a year you'll forget I'm gone coz I'm not really much to you am I ,visit my grave talk to me, maybe if you didn't leave I wouldn't be sad I would be happy and would of made the most out of my time left- I started coughing I coughed up blood once again and there was blood on the paper- sorry about the blood I just coughed it up hope you don't mind anyway It's about time I leave BECAUSE IM FUCKING USELESS Goodbye have fun living without me
~your dead son/brother/fuck up Ethan Grant Dolan"
I started to cry as I sat down on a chair, Alya came to me pulled me up and hugged me she was keeping me happy, my mom and dad came over and said "Ethan had cancer?!" "Yes he did have cancer and if you didn't abandon him you would fucking know and you would have helped to prevent his fucking death" My mom stared at me and said "He deserves to be dead" I shouted "HE DOSENT DESERVE IT BITCH" I was angry and didn't know what to do I turned around and punched the brick wall behind me I didn't stop until I broke the brick and my hand my hand was bleeding and my knuckles were probably broken my dad looked at me and turned around with my mother I heard hi whisper "our sons are psychos" Cameron comes running over and says I need to go hospital I didn't want to yet I walked slowly to Ethan's grave and put my bleeding hand above his tombstone which read
Ethan Grant Dolan Loving brother,son and friend 1999-2019 Forever in our hearts Cancer took him
My blood covered the letters all the way to friend but I wiped the blood away from his name so everybody could know he's my brother I loved him so much and always will.then I started walking towards the hospital to get my hand sorted out
*years later* I'm rich now I have her wife and it's Alya,Alya Dolan we have 3 kids and we visit Ethan every weekend Ethan didn't deserve anything he went through but were here for him everyday I'm never leaving Ethan he's my TWIN BROTHER and we're staying together always we may not be next to each other at all times but we're permanently in each others hearts 💓
So that's the end sorry for such a short story but I'm writing a lot more I hope you liked this story Bye bye love you 💕
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