Fix me {nemesis-kun x reader}

Chapter seven: relax

( warning: mentions of sex and sex in this chapter also PTSD related things)

i open my eyes slowly as my darkened living room comes into view.

my tv being the only light source right now, i reach to turn it off until something shifts beside me.

"stop moving..."a husky voice says.

i smile softly before turning over to face the source.

"we need to get up sleepyhead." i say stroking his cheek.

his grip on my waist tightens as he pulls me closer.

" five more minutes."he mutters.

i sigh as he nuzzles into my neck.

"budoooo, move!" i whine as  he shifts to lay on top of me.

he groans before lifting himself up over me.

i smile at the sight.

his black hair is messier than usual, his shirt is missing showing off his toned body, and his sweatpants hang loosely on his hips.

"like what you see?" he asks with a lazy smile.

i chuckle before nodding my head.

"but we need to get up." i say sitting .

he sighs before standing up.

it's moments like this that make me feel like moving to the other side of town with budo was the best choice.

but that doesn't change the fact that i miss everyone.

my mother.

taro.

...

yeah that's about it other than hanako.

everyone else is dead because of ayono.

i shake off the dark thoughts trying not to trigger my PTSD.

next thing i know strong arms wrap around me and lift me up.

"b-budo!" i shriek clutching onto him as he places me over his shoulder.

"come on, beautiful woman of mine. we are going to shower together!" he shouts before jogging towards the bathroom of our house.

"b-budo p-put m-me d-down!" i exclaim my words shaking with every step he took.

he only chuckles as he nears the bathroom.

i sigh in defeat as he places me on the counter.

my face heats up as he stares at me.

"what?" i say biting my lip nervously.

"your too cute." he exclaims before putting a gentle kiss on my lips.

i blush even more.

"i'll go get our towels and clothes, you can start the shower." he says before trotting out the bathroom leaving me a blushing mess.

i jump off the counter and start the shower and wait for it to warm up.

while i wait my mind drifts back to the thing that makes me wish i didn't leave akedemi high in hopes of him coming back.

nemeko.

it's been 3 years.

you still haven't found me.

are you even trying?

heh... i wouldn't blame you.

i moved to the other side of the city and accepted budo's love confession even though i know i still love you.