I threw up this morning and my body ached so i didn't go to school. People actually missed me too. And that's a really big deal to me that people think about me when im not there. Idk im being stupid. Im currently in the middle of an anxiety attack and using many writing to calm me so that's progress right? I hope so
I really miss certain people but i don't wanna bother them and i just- ugh.
Im also distancing myself from like everyone and i can tell im doing it and it's not on purpose but i can't seem to stop it
Everything i do is mentally exhausting.
My friends vent to me a lot and i love it, i just wish i could vent to them but i cant and it makes me mad.
Im going to sleep. Im tired.
