sometimes i get worried that i'm losing my mind.
sometimes i argue with my mom because she says i'm being rude, when all i did was answer a question absentmindedly... is that rude?
i apologized anyway, but she carried on talking about how she can't wait for me to be 18 so i can move out (my birthday is in March, and she expects me to move out on my birthday, at the beginning of my last high school year)
and she also said she wishes my dad would just take me. this really hurts my feelings because my dad isn't even involved in my life, he sends money every now and then and it's not even enough to pay for school books -but i'm still grateful- and now my mom wants him to take me so she can "have her life back".
i don't hate my mom. i just wish she didn't hate me.
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Randombecause sometimes it's easier to write down how you feel rather than say it out loud. ⚠️ trigger warning ⚠️
