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R & V

A/N the picture has nothing to do with the story obviously, move along now.

Ranen's POV

The red head..it was fast, it was pale, but then it stopped. When it did stop i backed away Victoria, oh how i hated her! her hair was red sorta orange and her curls were bouncy it made me wanna puke, "Oh Ranen!" she flashed that ugly smile at me, "Oh Victoria" i made a face back, "How have you been..? how's that...edward" she tilted her head trying to resist rolling her eyes in disgust, "I'm me, edward is edward, and you are you, goodnight" i explained and tried walking off, instead she ran up to me and tried keeping me in a violent embrace, she yelled at me "YOU WANT TO WORSHIP SUCH AN EVIL PERSON, AN EVIL PERSON WHO KILLED SOMEONE I LOVE, NOW I GET TO KILL WHAT HE LOVES" She tried biting me but i managed to get out of her embrace, she ran around me as i looked for where she could be, she tried strangling me from behind until i had enough force to knock her down..oh no..the spirits "LEAVE HIM ALONE" they yelled at victoria, she didn't seem to mind, until they lost their temper, they whispered kill..kill..kill, as most of them escaped my body, my eyes were very dark instead of grey now, i felt weak, but powerful, by now they have full control, i was floating while their souls were escaping through my head and mouth, it got really windy, I could feel something..and it wasn't good, arden came back and i could sense how terrified he was, I'm sorry..victoria managed to hurt him, which now the anger was coming from the spirits, and me, i was just..afraid to kill, "Dont be a wuss ranen" they yelled at me "Kill her..or we'll do it for you" they suggested, oh gosh. They let me down, i ran towards her, zoomed almost and got a hold on her neck, i squeezed, really hard, i could see her face turning purple, her eyes getting wider out of fright. She started begging, i Love when they start to beg for their lives, i wanted to see what would happen..if her head just exploded, and all the blood gushed out of her ungrateful and sinful self. My voice was much deeper, the wind turning itself almost into a tornado behind me, "Pop goes the weasel?" i suggested, i was so close to getting to kill her, finally, but she pleaded, no, repeatedly...i let her go, "Scram" as i kicked after her she ran off, with her faint choking. The spirits went back inside me, the wind calmed, i felt like i was dying as i fell to the floor, the blood coming out of my mouth, i looked over at arden on the ground in his wolf form, he was in pain. I tried my best to walk over to him and help "Is it okay if i uhm..help you, Arden?" He nodded as best as he could, i looked at my finger and cut it on a piece of wood, i let my blood drip on the spot where it hurt the most. I heard my blood sorta heals. After a while he started feeling better, i apologized "Sorry..you had to see that.." i looked away, he turned back to himself "It's okay" i looked back at him and holy cow he needed clothes right away, for some reason my brain insisted on looking down, long story short it was awkward for arden but not so bad for me. We had to go through the window since He didn't want edward to notice, we made it in and i offered him to put some clothes on, which he did, then i left the room. He said something but i didn't quite catch it so instead i ate my snakes, i wrapped them around my neck, "Gross! What are you doing?" Arden yelled, i bit one of them and stomped on the rest, "Sorry.." i looked up at him while chewing. "Try some.." i offered, he shook his head "It isn't that bad, trust me" he shook his head again "I don't really eat animals out side of my wolf state.." "pleaaassee" i begged "It tastes like...turkey..i'll cook it for you!" i insisted, "Fine.." he gave in, i got a snake and started cooking it, "Can i ask you something Ranen?" Arden asked me "Sure" i agreed, "What Do those spirits tell you?" i stopped "Well..many things..many sinful things, it's not just kill, it's steal, sexual thoughts, or say very hurtful things that they mean...they have names" His eyes went wider then back to normal "My first word was Maury..not my mothers name, or my fathers name, a spirits name..she's the worst, when i came in here for the first time she told me to grab that lamp" he pointed "and shatter it on your head, then i would carve my initials with the glass on your forehead..i know, i'm not finished, I can't do certain things..like a human, and a vampire. I do sleep actually, my vampire side doesn't but my demon side does. I can't have sleep overs, nor can i sleep with anyone, because i float in my sleep, they surround me and fly around me when i float, i've learned the hard way i can't have sexual intercourse, there's a great chance i might kill you" I stopped talking and put the snake on a plate and gave it to Arden, "Some of the spirits are relatives of mine..oh! and i'm actually" i looked at the ceiling trying to remember "three hundred eighty nine years old, nineteen in human years" i finished, he asked "Are you stuck like this?" he tilted his head "Forever" i responded, "Gosh imagine having a naked dead girl your bed and there's blood spewed everywhere" i laughed, "Messy"

After a while i kept screwing things up, i felt like an outcast, and having to keep apologizing, it made me angry, very angry, i insisted on leaving but arden refused to let me "DONT TOUCH ME" i lost my temper, he backed up a little while i had my tantrum, throwing stuff and kicking stuff around, when i get angry the spirits come out, no matter what, so they did, i screamed loud enough that the glass shattered on the windows, they were in alarm but i didn't care, i was fuming. as i thought about how bad of a person i am, how much people hate me i wanted to hurt, and Kill. So did my demons. I was on the edge. My body and mind told me to hurt one of them but i knew that wasn't right..i knew it wasn't okay because they did nothing wrong, i'm the problem and i always have been. I stopped and cried...i was shaking, I yelled at all of them in my head to stop it, just stop because if you wanna kill someone i'll kill you, stupid demons. Get your act together Ranen..now.

I brushed it off and apologized to arden, and lane, for scaring them. I started small talk and asked for a separate bedroom, which was next to arden, i switched the light on and off, i kept it on, i sighed and looked around, tilting my head slowly, beginning to take my shirt off, i looked at the necklace my mother gave me and clutched it in my hand for a while, i didn't notice anything until arden came in the room to check on me, he had a hard time speaking, i noticed he wasn't looking at my face, but below my face, i wanted to laugh but i kept it unnoticeable and moved along. When he left, i laid down, beginning to float. There was something happening..a spirit wanted to come out, desperately come out, and play a game, a dangerous game..

..I agreed..

A/N the story's are getting a little better i'm trying m8😔 AGAIN!!! Thanks to citlaliferreira for helping me with this story plot, she'll be helping for a while and it's very fun, and also thank you lyndensbde for motivating me to actually write more instead of procrastinating-🐝