SO CLOSE TO BEING IN LOVE(Michaeng)

Chapter 40

MINA'S POV

One week later...

"So how's Sana? Mina?" Suddenly jihyo pops out of nowhere while i was reading books at the park near the school. I sigh "still the same as last week, but she talks more often now" i said she sit infront of me "well... thats good. atleast she talks now, its a sign of moving on" she said and sigh

"Hmmmm" i said as i continued reading a book. "Why are you down lately?" She asked "something is up right? You have a problem? Don't tell me you are leaving us too, wait are you?" She asked continuously that is when i look at her like 'you're right' look and 'apologetic' look. She just look at me in shock with her eyes and mouth wide open.

"I-I'm sorry... i just don't want to add up to your problem. I don't want you guys to worry and I don't want to hurt chae that is why i didn't tell you guys" i explained "so do you think not telling us would be a great idea?" Jihyo unnie said sarcasticly

"Well if you think that way then your right! I'm sure chaeyoung will not get hurt" she added obviously sarcastic. "Not like that unnie, I was going to tell her it's just that i don't know when" i said

"Minari for who ever the fuck's sake! Im still your bestfriend you could have said something so i could have help you" she said "well i was going to tell you" i said "when? When you are about to leave? Like two hours before your flight? Yeah right" she scoff

"Unnie please help with chaeyoung. I don't want her to be sad when I leave and i'll do my best to not leave korea that's why i haven't told you yet. I'll fight for chaeyoung, i'll fight with my parents for her" i said

"Well... I can't say NO to you" she sigh. "Right timing, Chaengie is here" she added "hey cuz, hey babe" she greeted us "hey babe" i smiled "is there any problem?" She asked "nothing" i said and jihyo just rolled her eyes "unnie is ther any problem?" She asked jihyo "NO! there is no problem" jihyo said.

"Okay so do you guys want to eat or ask the other to come here?" She asked "maybe lets ask everyone to come especially Sana she needs this" i said "okay i'll call her" chaeng said and leave jihyo and I.

"Why didn't you tell her?" Jihyo shouted "relax unnie, I can't just tell her today. Look how happy she is, look how happy we are together. I don't want her to get hurt because of me" i said

"Geez!! Mina if you don't tell her soon I am the one who will tell her. And I am pretty sure that she will get hurt more because it doesn't come from that person." She said "unnie i will tell her and the others just... not now please" i said "alright. Alright" she said

"Hey everyone will come in a minute even Sana unnie" she said skipping towards us.

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Time skip~

One week before Mina leaves her friends and her love

"Mina shit! Is it true that you will leave next week?" Jihyo unnie yelled from the other line. "Where did you get that news?" I asked "well. A lot of gossip in our school saying that you will leave next friday and I'm pretty sure chaeyoung knows about it already" she said

I ended the call as i heard unnie said that "fuck. Who the hell heard me talking with my dad! Shit! i need to talk to chaeyoung" i ran towards her house

THIRD PERSON POV

"Chaeyoung, open the door we need to talk" Mina said as she knock on Chae's front door. seconds later the door open with a smiling cub. "Chae" Mina blurted out 'thank God I think she doesn't know it yet but I need to tell her'  Mina thought

She enter the younger's house "Chaeng we need to talk" the older said "about what?" The cub asked 'I don't know if she is playing dumb or she really don't know' Mina took a deep breath "chaeng I don't know if you heard it already" the cub looked at Mina confused

"The gossips about me leaving" i said her confuse look turn into serious 'I wish it's all a gossip. Please Mina tell me its just something that people made up. Please Mina, Please' Chaeyoung's Mind almost explode same with her heart hoping its all just a fake news

"Chaeng, You know I Love You. And you know i won't leave you, ever." Mina started 'please Mina. Im begging you' Chaeng is about to cry but she keeps on fighting back her tears. "And i will always Love you, even if we are millions of thousand miles away from each other" Mina said that causes the trigger for Chaeyoung's tears to flow down her cheeks

"So it is all true? I keep on hearing this things. Some says that you will leave because you are getting bored of me, that you have found someone else. But I kept on avoiding them not wanting to believe because i wanted to hear it from you." Chaeyoung pushes Mina away from her but Mina fought and hug her thight.

"I kept on believing its all fake. How long have you been hidding this to me?" Chaeyoung yelled "Chaengie. I-I don't want to hurt you thats why i hid it from you" Mina kept on hugging the cub but the cub kept on removing Mina's hug. "I don't want your explanation. I want answers. Now!" Chaeng demand

Mina jolt in fear sobbing and crying because she can't take it seeing her love cry because of her. "S-Since Tzuyu left, m-my father, he wants me to go to America" Mina said holding chaeyoungs hand but the younger slap her hands to avoid her touch

"Chae please, I'm sorry I didn't mean to" Mina beg. Chaeng scoffs "you didn't mean to? If that's the case then you should've told me before!" Chaeng said. Redness surrounds her eyes and nose because of crying really hard. "I didn't told you because I thought I can fight for you. I thought I could change my dad's decision" Mina explained.

"You should have told me so we could have plan what we are going to do!" More tears fall from each eyes. "I-I don't want you to worry" Mina kept on holding chae but chae kept on moving away from her. "Fuck that Minari! Does the others Know this?" Chaeng asked sobbing.

"Only Jihyo unnie I asked for her help so i could tell you sooner" Mina said "so the others don't know yet? *scoff* do you know how much you will hurt our friends when they know that you will leave us? Do you know how much you hurt me? How broke my heart is? How fine the pieces it turned to? How fucking sad I am? Do you know that Mina?" She said

"You don't know!" Suddenly chaeng stumble on the floor because of how weak she feels "please leave" Chaeng kindly asked Mina to leave her house "Chaeng... Im sorry." Mina said "leave" "please don't do this" Mina beg not wanting to leave "I said leave!" Chaeng repeated "Chaeng. I Love you" Mina said that causes chaeyoung to stop what she was doing earlier and look to the olders eye.

"If you love me you could've told me." She said "I hate you Myoui Mina and I don't ever want to see your face ever again. Leave!" Chaeyoung shouted with all her strength. That is when Mina finally leave the house with tears flowing like a water Dam.

'I should have fight for you. I should have told my dad that I'm not leaving you. I can't live without you. You are my strength, my weakness, my sunshine, my happiness, my everything. I don't know what will happen to me without you. But now that you already let go, I don't know what to do. Do i keep fighting for you? Or should I also let go? But I don't want you to end up on someone else. Son Chaeyoung I promise, I will be back. I love you, only you.' That's what Mina keeps on repeating on her mind walking all the way home.

Is it a sad chapter?  Well I almost cried wrighting this and I don't know why i wrote this sad shit. Only one chapter left before this book ends. Peace and may your heart heal after this broke your's into thousand pieces.