It's ok |Changlix| ✔

Chapter 3

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"I dare you to kiss me again.."

I said that.. Changbin was looking into my eyes and slowly, his face got closer to mine.
His lips touched mine.
We had a slow, romantic kiss.
Our second kiss.

"N-No" I broke the kiss "Changbin.. I-I have to go.."

"Felix, no. Where? Why? Was I a bad kisser? Sorry, I didn't kiss so many people" Changbin said

"Changbin, you didn't do anything wrong, the kiss was perfec-.. no, the kiss was wrong, that shouldn't happen again.."

"W-Why? Didn't you asked me to kiss you?"

"I h-have to go" I took my backpack and I was ready to go out

"NO" Changbin shouted "Why are you doing this to me?" He said with tears in his eyes

"S-Sorry..." I left the house in a hurry

-Changbin's P.O.V-
I kneaded down crying, with a lot of tears. I have hurt.. so fucking hurt again.
Why is he doing this to me?
If he knew how much I care for him.. how much I like him.. and how much I love him.
I don't wanna ruin this friendship, but I also don't like it. I don't wanna be friend with him.. I want something more. Why can't he understand? Doesn't he like me?..

-Felix's P.O.V-
"Hey honey. What are you doing here? Weren't you supposed to sleep over at Changbin's place?" His mom asked him while he walked in the house "And what happened to your face? You look like a tomato.. An angry one" His mother asked

"N-Nothing mom" He laughed awkwardly "I'm fine"

"What about the sleepover?" His dad who was sitting next to his wife asked

"W-Well.." he was quiet for a few seconds "I forgot that I have a homework for tomorrow and I can not do it if I sleep over at Changbin"

"Honey?.." his mom called for him

"Yeah?" Felix responded

"It's Friday.."

"Y-Yeah.. r-rig-ght.. I m-meant for Monday hahah.." Felix said unsure

"O-Ok.." his mom said

"Son" his father called for him "Remember that you can talk anything with us, we are your parents"

Felix smiles and ran upstairs. He closed his door and started crying. He was mad at himself, because he broke his promise to not kiss a boy again and because he hurt Changbin.

He wasn't gay
At least
He thought

His parent was expecting him to bring a beautiful girl at his house, marry with her and have 3 kids.
His parent wants the 'perfect' life for him.

How will they react that their only son kissed a boy? And not once.

Felix was so stressed, he didn't know what to do. His brain was telling him to block Changbin's number and have the perfect life that his parents were dreaming about.
And his heart was telling him to talk to Changbin.
Who will Felix follow? His brain or his heart?

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Changbinnie ☻ 21:05
Hey
Felix-ssi?
Are you ok?
Please don't be mad at me
I shouldn't listen to you
It's all my fault
Sorry
Please respond to my text's

Yongbok 🐭 23:35
Sorry Changbin
I don't think we should talk to each other anymore
Sorry

Block Changbinnie ☻?
Yes              No

He was going to press the Yes and end all this wrong life he was going to have if he will still talk with this boy.
A tear dropped from his eye. He didn't know why he felt like this for him. He didn't know why it was so hard to press the damn button.

Changbinnie ☻23:37
No
Felix-ssi
Don't do that
Please don't hurt me
I beg you

Felix started crying again, throwing the phone on the ground and started screaming, but not that loud that his parents can't hear it.

Changbinnie ☻00:26
I understand that you're mad.
Again and again sorry
Can you please look at the window?

Felix read the text on his broke phone and was confused.. Looking at his window?
He made his way to his it, looked down and saw the elder
What was he doing here?
He saw him giving a text

Changbinnie 🌚 00:28
Can you come down please?

Felix didn't know what to do
Should he go down and talk to him? Or ignore him and end the pain?
He finally made a decision