MISSING IN ACTION; seungjin ✓

❯ 𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚝𝚎𝚎𝚗

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❝ get me back in the field. ❞

seungmin said stern and emotionless.

which jisung could always see through.
❝ minnie, don't do this please. give yourself time, you can't just go back there just because you're trying to prove something— ❞

❝ i have no choice jisung. ❞

jisung held his friend's hand tight and made him look into his eyes.
❝ don't do this because of hyunjin, do it for yourself. fight for yourself, hyunjin is just a mere obstacle and distraction. ❞

❝ a distraction i loved being distracted in.... jisung, i didn't know it was this difficult. ❞  
seungmin said sadly and gripped jisung's hand gently.
❝ it's really complicated isn't it? ❞
jisung whispered in a small voice, looking down at seungmin's quivering hand.

❝ there'restill others who'd love you, much more than what hyunjin can give. we're here for you too, don't let him get to you, we believe and know you're stronger than this. ❞   
jisung smiled and it made seungmin smile too. it maybe that he was able to move on easily, seungmin was trained and better for that.

the bell rung signaling visiting time was over and jisung sighed before hugging seungmin.
❝ you don't deserve being in here. they've kept you as a prisoner when honestly you did nothing wrong, it was only your law to stay locked in the company. it's so unfair. ❞   
jisung frowned and seungmin chuckled.

❝ see you tomorrow sung. ❞  
he smiled and they both waved at each other as jisung went out the room.

when seungmin thought he was over it, that's when hyunjin's smile filled his thoughts again.

he remembered how beautiful he looked like that. how sweet and kind he was when playing with those children at the park. he looked so innocent and gentle that he wouldn't have believed it either. 

he remembered their first kiss, how he kissed back with those soft plump lips that seungmin thought was sweet and addicting as candy.

how hyunjin would always make his heart beat fast and make him feel an eruption of butterflies in his stomach that never seem to get tired.

their talks late at night and his adorable laugh, seungmin didn't realize how he missed them all.

he missed hyunjin.

the hyunjin he'd met, the hyunjin that didn't betray him.

he wanted hyunjin to explain, to prove that he did nothing wrong as he said. seungmin would never want to be a fool again but deep inside....

he was more persuaded to being a fool and forgive his explanations.

because he loves him.

even if he plays a fool again, it would be alright because he loved hyunjin, he'd be a fool for him. it would be worth it.

he was already a fool for falling in love with hyunjin in the first place after all.

" why did i even love him? he's almost not human. "
seungmin thought out with a pout.

❝ bitch if you try hurting minnie even with this little phone convo i swear imma skin you alive and feed you to the kangaroos back in australia. ❞   
felix taunted hyunjin and he went back, holding up his hands in surrender while shaking his head.

felix's glare turned into a happy expression as he gave the phone to hyunjin.

he saw seungmin in the little room as they stood by the window, hyunjin felt so bad.
seungmin didn't deserve being locked up again, it should've been him instead.

felix knocked on the window smiling which caught seungmin's attention and the younger smiled. he pressed on the button on the wall and instead of hearing felix's deep voice, he heard the soft and sweet melody intercepted into one's voice, which belongs to none other than hwang hyunjin.

❝ seungmin— ❞

❝ i won't talk to you. ❞  
seungmin said, more like a snap.

hyunjin sighed. 
❝ i'm really sorry. please, don't hold me out like this. please let me explain. ❞

❝ now, i don't care hyunjin. i don't care about anything, except for my anger. now i know what you feel like everyday, it honestly sucks and fucked up. no wonder you are as well. ❞

❝ so mean. ❞  
hyunjin pouted and seungmin gave him a look from the other side of the window.  
❝ don't give me that look, you look like a fucking duck. ❞

❝ you always say i look like a gigantic ass waddling duck no matter what i do. ❞     
he said and seungmin was holding in his laughter.
❝

i see that little smile seungmin. ❞    hyunjin said smiling causing seungmin to drop his face and glare at the older smiling at him from the window.     
❝ fuck you, no way. ❞

❝ have you guys forgotten i'm still here? ❞
felix asked, arms crossed and hyunjin looked at him sheepishly.
❝ felix can you murder the shit outta him for me? ❞  
seungmin asked over the phone.
felix just laughed off until they were notified by another alarm telling their visiting time was over.

felix went out but soon stopped when hyunjin told him to wait and went back to the phone, leaving seungmin confused inside the room.
❝ seungmin i.... ❞

❝ i-i.... ❞  
hyunjin hesitated.
" why can't i say it? "

❝ i......... ❞    
his face dropped, he couldn't tell seungmin what he felt. like something was stopping the words to get out of his mouth.
❝ you what? ❞  
seungmin snapped and hyunjin felt disappointed in himself.

❝ he loves you. ❞   
felix cut in and smiled as he took the phone from hyunjin.

seungmin just nodded and looked at hyunjin angrily as they went out.

felix and hyunjin walked in an uncomfortable silence after felix made up for hyunjin's cowardness.
❝ th-thanks felix. ❞  
hyunjin said silently.

felix just grinned and patted his back.
❝ you gotta tell him one day. ❞

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