The pain was all over my body. I could feel it in my lungs, my heart, my arms, my legs, everywhere. I just got home from bowling with Yugyeom. I thought that going out with a friend would make me feel better but it made me feel worse.
It made me realize that if I would just so happen to slip over a knife, to find a rope around my neck, or see a car speeding towards me, or find myself on the edge of a building I would be leaving someone behind. Someone that cares about me. Someone who loves me.
I know if I died not from old age or for natural reasons and it was soon someone would be crying at my funeral. I felt the tears running down my face. I hide my face in my pillow and sobbed. I sobbed my heart out hoping it would take away my pain.
This pain is unbearable. It will never go away. It will be with me forever and ever and ever. I have always been in pain. No one ever seems to notice though. Can't you see the pain written all over my face? Can't you see the fake smile I shine to the world? Can't you see I'm hurt? Can't you see I'm hurt beyond repair?
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can't you see i'm hurt? j.jk x bts
FanfictionI'm Broken beyond repair. I feel worthless. I am worthless. Can't you see my fake smile? Can't you tell a real and fake smile apart? Can't you see I'm not myself anymore? Can't you see I'm hurt?
