Eunoia Pt.2

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Plagiarism is a crime.
Please do not copy.
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You saw the perfect me
Help set myself free.

But how can someone so kind.
Can be called mine?

You were bound to hurt me
Destroy me like all the others did,
So this time I'll diminish you first instead.

Your eyes so bright
So alive
I wanted to watch them die.

So I put my emotions aside
And protected myself,
I bared my nails once again
Into your eyes
As you screamed in pain.

I scratched and scratched
Till i carved them out,
Then left you on the floor
As I crushed your heart.

I watched your last breath
Made my stomach churn,
Never had I felt more alone.
But it had to be done to protect the part of me that wasn't gone.

Hard to bid goodbye
I gently placed your lips on mine
Held your hand,
Till i cracked your spine.

You gasp for air
Against my rough lips,
Watched you suffocate
Struggle to breathe.

You were finally gone
And this time i wasn't the one hurt,
Not the one to brawl.

Ecstatic at not being in pain
I grabbed your hair
And dragged your body,
So limp
Across the floor.

I cut you into equal pieces
And dumped them in the sink
And wondered if i could be atoned
Because for the first time I felt
Truly alone.

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