A Random Ass Book With Oneshots

my disorder

Crazy_Fujoshi_Bitch since you told me about yourself...I might as well tell you about me....I have Autism and I've had it my whole life it's barely noticed but there's still things that i cant control when i was four I had behaver problems so my step mom had me on medicine for that when i was sitting I always rocked back and forth I couldn't sit still I couldn't do much things but I learned how to do them my spelling and grammar is a bit off because when i was in school I didnt get any help from anyone and I was bullied for it so one day I got pissed and slapped my bully hard twice and my family was proud because I stood up for myself when my grandma and grandpa died I felt horrible and scared but im still trying not to feel scared as i got older i started self harm and had depression...i didn't want to tell anyone but I told my step mom and she me help when my brother was born my dad acted different...and I don't like it im beginning to be scared of my dad I have a lot of anxiety which I cant control which would make me start crying at random times and make me scratch myself hard....Whenever I feel like im going to cry I always distract myself I always took drinks of my water or pop whatever i had or start petting Dixie (my cat) or I would just bite my tongue..Whenever im yelled at I get mad at myself for messing up and i lay in my bed and start scratching myself and bite myself and say mean things to myself and i cant control that...there now you know me better